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Thursday, May 31, 2007

Thu, 31May07

*this would be a boring post cos i'm not in a really good mood now*
yoyozz....lol....went out with mc...jf....sean and xd today....met mc at amk hub at 10am cos we wanted to have some chit chat time hahasss....ate breakfast at mac....mmmm yum yum....had lots of fun chatting with her....haven't chatted with her for quite some time....cos she had to spend her time with her darling...hehezz....walked around amk hub aimlessly....and decided to go j8...cos we meeting jf, sean and xd there.....saw wm and his family there...hahasss.....went to minitoons and jf and xd came finding us....went to golden v and kicked jf to buy the movie tickets for us...oh the movie is pirates of the carribean3....the tickets were selling fast and we ended up seatting at the 2nd and 3rd row...blahblah....but the movie was exciting and there were quite a number of humur in this show=p.....ohohohohoh.....will turner and elizabeth TURNER are soooo compatible...hehezzzz....love them lots.....lalalala....we also took neo-prints....hahassss.....oh and jf and i kept fighting for the popcorns....of cos i won.....hahasss....ate dinner at food court....and bully jf again...i'm good at bullying.....lol...actually i'm just playing....cos i wasn't in a really good mood so i had to hide my sucky mood by being playful.....hahassss......lol.....ok i know this post is boring....so go ahead and yawn as loud as you can.....YAWNZZZZZ....lol....tata

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Wednesday, May 30, 2007

Wed, 30May07

look so yummy ritezzz.....chocolate tiramisu...mmmm

oooooo....champagne....wanna drink:)

me and pup...heez.....

happy family...but where's big sis n bro....sobx

Wahs....my legs are sore from the standing and walking in and out...and i nearly twisted my ankle....blahblah....but i'm always protected by our dear heavenly Father=).....if i really twist my ankle.....it'll be the third time these 2 years....wow....i'm good at this man....lol....today is arts fiesta rehearsal....really dunno how to describe my day...it's a demanding day i should say....and also an exciting one...hahasss....choir was ok....i'm glad we are improving....but still not good enough.....but i really don't have the ability to lead such a huge group of people...and i must really say this....choir is really REALLY ILL-DISCIPLINE....and i'm also not very guai one....hahassss....i enjoyed the m&d performances....all three....the syf dance...the modern dance and the chinese dance......hahasss.....i can never dance like those graceful girls man....heez....i had a little sore throat today...sianxxxx....it was painful and did not drink water for almost 6 hours.....so my throat is really dry now.....hahassss....i sincerely hope choir will try their best man....cos i'm really giving in all my effort to help and lead....i don't wanna see choir in this state...and i don't wanna leave choir with a heavy heart.....haizzzz....anyone here can understand my feelings!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!gggggrrrrr....ok.....i'm lazy to continue....hahasss.....bb for now...take care=p

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Tuesday, May 29, 2007

Tue, 29May07

HAPPY BDAY PUP!!!!!!!!!!LOVE YA LOTS=)

hhhmmmm...wanna know what i bought for pup....ok...you might laugh but that's the most sensible present i can think of....hair gel....hahassss....anyway pup uses the hair gel every day so he might run out of it....hehezzz....hope you like the present pup=p

Went to the science centre for the prize presentation ceremony with ms chua....amanda...jin le and kuang jie.....and the whole time me....jin le and kuang jie had to cramped ourselves sitting on the steps while lucky amanda got a seat as she represented us to collect the prizes.....ok....i must really said this.....the service is damn shit....even winners could not have a decent seat to seat on while other people got to get comfortable seats.....gggrrr i'm FUMING.....lol

Mmmm.....never mind about the stupid ceremony....we went to have a huge celebration after that....the HOD of geog treated us to The Marriot Lunch Buffet....note that BUFFET......hahasss....i haven't eaten buffet like for ages....the food was soooo yummy.....ok...i'll admit....i ate a lot...a lot a lot....hahasss....so some pounds gained again....but it's all right....since the HOD are willing to give us a treat....hahasss.....hhmmm let's see....i ate sushi...potato salad....noodles(duno the name)....some veggie with a cheesy taste(but it tasted really good)....choco tiramisu....strawberry cheese cake.....and loads more....too much i forgotten some....hehezzz....thabks HOD geog....lol

ok...finished with the happy stuff...lol.....so you'll be hearing me vending my sadness not anger...lol....here...RIGHT HERE in my blog....blahblah....so if you don't wanna look at any sad stuff...you are free to go.....hahasss......
ok let's get started....I'M FEELING SO LONELY EVEN THERE ARE TONS OF PEOPLE SROUND ME....WHYWHYWHY?!?! haixxxx.....OK MAYBE IT IS BECAUSE I'M THE ONLY ODD ONE OUT AMONG MY FRIENDS....but i must say they are great great wonderful fantastic TRUE friends....but the situation i'm in now is so undescribable...so hard to understand....only GOD understands(that's something consoling to me).....but i STILL need someone to hear me out....someone who knows how i feel....oh and almost none of my friends know why i feel so odd one out...in fact not a single one....so i'm alone to deal with this...ok not alone...God is always with me and will never leave my side....thank God...i'm glad you're with me=)....but i feel so sad....especially this year when so much happened.....it's so hard for me to carry such a burden.....a burden which is so heavy....please i'm not even 16!!!!!!!!ok....i'll end here....otherwise....i don't want peole to think i'm a sad person....so
SMILESMILESMILE=P...hope it'll be a real smile one day....

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Monday, May 28, 2007

Mon, 28May07

Hmmmm....tomorrow is pup's bday...if you don't know what is pup...pup is my dad...lol....sounds like puppy hor....anyway puppy is cute just like my dad=p....i haven't get his present!!!!!!!!!!!!!Never mind....tomorrow i'm gonna get it no matter what....hahass....sis is writing some poems to pup...so sweet of her man....i can never write a poem...cos poems make me sleep man...zzzzzzz.....hey sis why not consider being a poet cum composer....lol.....lalalala....heez

Just finished 30 questions from the stupid amaths assignment....30 questions seem a hell lot of questions to me....and i'm not even half through the worksheet....ms hoon gave us 223 questions....i only have 1 word to describe....SIAO!!!!!!!.....what kind of holiday is this again.....blahblah....and we have quite a number of amaths remedials this june.....sianxxx....but we have to catch up a lot man....this year's amaths syllabus is much much more than the past years one.....gggrrrr.....but tomorrow me...amanda....kuang jie and jin le are gonna miss it man...cos we are goin to sci centre to collect the $150 we get for the National Weather Studies thingy.....ooooo$$$$$$$$$$.....hahass....we got 7th position out of 100 over schools....mmmm not bad hor....hahasss....really this is an achievement man.....hehe....but we are missing a lot for amaths....sobxxx.....kks....i'll stop for now....tata=)

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Sunday, May 27, 2007

Sun, 25May07

The 3 darlings...eeee so cute!!!!!!!!!

me and sis

see how strong i am...i can strangle my sis=p

hahahaha fooling around...bleahx

kks...i know this is quite gross...so dun look if u dun lyk it

see this girl very cute ritezzz....she's my cousin

dis is me...hahass....i look so tired man...

Hahas...had a lot of fun eating yesterday....mmm yummy!!!!!!! Let's see....we had roast chicken...roast duck....loads of veggie....fried tofu...and blahblah....the food was super delicious and fresh hmmmm and the restaurant is called Happy Joy....wow what a cute name...hahas....anyways we went to eat at a restaurant to celebrate dad's and grandma's water baptism...yeah...everyone was so damn happy man...hahas....sis and i took lots of pics and we were like fooling around....it was fun especially when the food was so nice....okok...i'm getting hungry.....hmmmm so above some photos we've taken...hahas....enjoy looking....lol....hahass...continue later....me go eat first...yummy!!!!!!

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Friday, May 25, 2007

Fri, 25May07

Yeah!!!!!!!!!!Today is the start of the june holidays...but many of us still have to come back to school a lot of times....sobxxx=( got so many holiday assignments....the teachers think we very free to do aaarr....we are busy people man...hahas...this june holiday i'm damn busy man....it's as if there isn't any holiday for me...haixxxx....
- amaths remedialS
- physics remedial
- choir practiceS
- Arts Fiesta rehearsalS
- Arts Camp....6 day
Marmie....save me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Is that what they call holiday...i think torture day will be more suitable....hahas
Got my report book back and guess what...i'm pretty satisfied with my results....hahas...but still my science really sux....hahas....oh and the amaths assignment is like so freaking terrifying...223 questions...oh my goodness...i'm not a maths freak...please spare us man!!!!!!!!

Today is syf commendation day....and choir was pathetic.....all the performing arts cca were just so very very super super good except you know what...haixxx....i'm so discourage....i put all my effort in and everyone just don't appreciate it....the members all think they are very good.....puke!!!!!!!!!!! to be frank...their attitude sux like don't know what...so self-centered....and the juniors are getting worse and worse...aaaahhhhh i'm going mad again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok....back to the syf thingy...when the MC said choir...bronze....everyone was like eeerrrrr...and what's worse....we had to stand and face the whole deyi....what an embarassment man...but never mind...i still love my choir....hahass.....

I wonder how i'm gonna survive this june holidays...hope i can survive...lol....cos' i know it's gonna be damn stress and i'm gonna to scream a lot...hahas....just hope that i'll get some encourage ment and not discouragement....hehsss....so people please encourage me....hahass....joking=p....ok....too lazy to continue liaoz....so cya=p

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Wednesday, May 23, 2007

Wed, 23May07

aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh...i'm going mad...and i mean it man...the choir is driving me crazy!!!!!!! I'm human too....i have my limits....although i always joke but now it is time to be serious....haixxx=( it's like everyone is blaming the ex-cos for the ill discipline....do they have eyes to see that we are trying our best....we are not perfect....we are not superman...haixxxxx!!!! i terribly feel like giving up but choir is so important to me that i can't bear to give up...haixxxx....who can truly understand how i'm feeling?!?! me feeling so helpless!!!!!!!!

The performing arts cca had a rehearsal for arts fiesta today....and choir was super super embarassing....ok i don't wanna talk about choir anymore...i'll go crazy if i do....i love the m&d modern dance performance....it was so good man...they are sssooooo natural and flexible...hahass....i can never ever dance like them....i dance like an elephant....really....very clumsy de....you'll agree if you see me dance....they are born to dance man...and their figure is like ssssooooooo perfect...tall tall...thin thin.....haixxxx.....when will i ever grow tall....haixxxx....never mind at least i'm 1cm taller...lol

ohohohoh and there's military band.....is also very very very super super good...way better than choir....the drum major was not bad....he's new and his timing was like so damn accurate....i'm like WOW....and i love the colour guards.....they are my favourites...hahas....i never get to see the m&d syf dance...they got gold with honors....ssooo good....hahas....i'm daydreaming of choir getting gold with honors....haixxx....dream on man...=x

ooooooooooo tomorrow we'll be getting back our report card.....so scary man...hope ms hoon will write good remarks...hahass.....and tomorrow choir i'm gonna screw all of them...gggrrrr....they are really getting on my nerves....perhaps i'm not so fiercer...so i'm gonna be FIERCER!!!!!!!!!!!! Who tell them to be so complacent...i'll make sure they listen to me...aaaahhhhh...i wanna scream...just scream...but i have no place to scream...so i'll scream here......if you don't mind....aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Finally finish screaming.....thanks for seeing/hearing me scream...i really can't take the stress....so sorry if you find me crazy...hahas.....okay...feeling better now....hahas.....hope tomorrow will be a better day for me=)

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6:49 PM

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

Tue, 22May07

Aaaaaaaaahhhhh....feeling so sick and tired....don't know why?!?! Had a dreamy day today because i kept falling asleep in class....lol....i slept almost the whole of amaths period...hahas i did not sleep well yesterday night....zzzzzzzzz ohohoho and the weather is sooooooo lousy....so warm and humid....and i perspire like one leaking pipe....and i feel so sticky the whole day....sobxx

I think i'll fall sick sooner or later......because i'm feeling damn dizzy now....and i have completely no appetite....had only plain white rice for dinner and it wasn't even half a plate...hope i'll feel a little better tomorrow....hahas

yeah....congrats to my dearest ng jin....knew you could do it de....hahas.....always jiayou you de!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!=p oh and i wanna say....choir wins again!!!!!!!!!!!!!bleahxx....but i would also like to say...all three of you rawks.....you did your best on stage so i'm really happy and proud of you three=)

Feeling so lonely nowadays....but i can't really say the reason out...this time i can't even tell my bestest friend...haixxx...what i only can say is that i feel so odd...so extra.....haixxxx

Oh my goodness....jialing just told me she wants to run 4 times round the field every day....okay...just count me out....i'm not a running freak...lol....i'm playing freak....hahas....alright i've nothing to write...if i continue everyone will be yawning all the way....see ya=p

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5:22 PM

Monday, May 21, 2007

Mon, 21May07

An exhausting day man!!!!!!! My energy is all drained out from all the walking and standing....sobxx=( Right after school i had to rush down to the nearest photocopying shop to photocopy the stupid choir scores....lucky bi hui and jeevi were with me...or else i would have been roasted by the sun...lol....and you know what!!!!!! I had to photocopy 210 SHEETS OF STUPID SCORES!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And i had to take out $16 of my pocket money just for this....gggrrrrr....whoever called me to photocopy this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jeevi went home while me and bi hui waited for the lady to finish photocopying....we had no lunch...sobx....hahas....never mind...it's a great chance to slim down....blah blah....lol....

Again nothing special today....choir is still as noisy as ever.....and the nananana song drives me nuts....nonononono...it should be drives everyone nuts....hahas....oh and i'm gonna claim my $16 TOMORROW.....no matter what...hope Mr Lim will remember my precious $16!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm about to go bankrupt!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahas

Oh ya...almost forgot....tomorrow is Deyi Star 3 finals=)....all the best to ng jin, james and jasmine....jiayou!!!!!!!!!!!! I'll be screaming like an idiot tomorrow=p hahas.....love you three lots....hahas......alright i'm too lazy to continue....hahas.....bye for now=p

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Sunday, May 20, 2007

Sun, 20May07

boring!!!!! BORING!!!!!!!!!!!! This weekend i've been at homw watching tv and watching tv...hahas...watched quite a number of shows=p Oh! and guess what!!!!!!!!! i've grown 1cm taller...aaaahhhhhh....i've been waiting for so long and finally i'm TALLER!!!!!!!!!! hmmmm....i think i've waited for 1 and a half year to grow just 1cm...lol...but never mind...i've still grown=D

These 2 days nothing much has happened...hmmm let me think....i just know i've grown fatter....because i've been slacking ever since exams ended...in other words i've been pigging around...oink oink!!!!!! BUT i can't resist FOOD!!!!! i must have my 3 meals unless i'm damn sad for the day...hahas...if u see me not eating...it's a sign that i'm under great depression...lol

Since i have nothing to write about...i'll just list out what i watched ontv...so if u think this will bore you to death....don't read...as simple as that=p
~Prince turns into Frog~channel u.....hahas i watched before but it was so hilarious that i decided to watch again...
~The Price of Peace~channel 8....ok....now this show makes me feel so miserable...not because it wasn't nice....the japs soldiers sucks big time....i HATE those tortures scenes....i had to use my bolster to cover the screen...hahas
~Condor Heroes~channel u....ohohohoh the xiao long nu very pretty man....hahas and the yang guo not bad....hahas=p
~ Huan Zhu Ge Ge 3~channel 8....the ziwei was very good at crying...hahas....that's all

hahas...thanks for reading these craps.....=)

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2:48 PM

Friday, May 18, 2007

Fri, 18May07

hhmmmm...eh...decided to put my results...although it suxxx...=p

eng B3 69.9
chinese B3 68.1
emaths B4 61
amaths B3 65
sci phy/chem B4 60.1
ss/hist B3 69.1
pure geo A1 79.1

overall % about 67%
go bang wall liaozz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
science so lousy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
who can help me!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ggggggggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrr

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8:39 PM

Fri, 18May07

Had a tiring day today...i half slept during emaths lesson...hahas...somemore i sat in front and the teacher did not see...hehe...anyway the whole day we just went through our exam papers=p During PE....we were made to run 4 times round the soccer field....sobxx....so tedious man....i think my stamina deprove a lot...hahas

June holidays is round the corner but i don't think there'll be much holidays for many of us....remedials....choir...blahblahblah=( What's more...arts cca leaders have to go for what stupid arts camp....FOR SIX DAYS!!!!!!!!!! Oh....it's a day camp...but each day lasts for hours...gggrrrr....not much time to enjoy and go out with friends....i'm gonna go crazy soon!!!!!!!!!

Haixx...next week there'll be lots of file check and we have to complete all the amaths corrections this weekend....exams over still do amaths....so weird....hahas....

Actually...i've not been very happy this year...loads of things happened....and they are bad of course....but nobody really understands how i feel even when they said they do.....it's just so complicated to say...anyway life still goes on and i still have God to comfort me...things are different from last time....i've got to be tougher and more tolerant...and i can't break down just like that...many friends still need me....haixxxx....so i'm trying my best to put a smile on my face =)

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5:03 PM

Thursday, May 17, 2007

Thu, 17May07

... ...today cca resume...yawnzz...hahas....preparing for upcoming arts fiesta@deyi=s let's see....today 308 check the mark sheet...our overall marks for mid-year...hehe...my chem n physics damn lousy...must buck up man!!!!!! Heard from yurong that wuzun co-staring with angela chang for a drama series...ggrrrrr!!!!!!! Why not ella?!?! Not that i don't like angela...but ella has more chemistry with wuzun...it'll be really weird watching them together...haizzzz=( if they really acting together....i will never ever watch...it'll only make me depress...sobxxx...lol...

Wahs...choir singing an indian song for choir....the words all nananananananana the way...hahas...i wonder people hear already will faint or cheer...most likely faint...lol...cos there's too many nanananana...hahas....

hmmm...today jialing mei very sad...don't know why....i really hope she'll tell us her problems....jialing...if you happen to read this post....i would like to tell you...all of us will always be by your side no matter what....so smile and jiayou!!!!!!!!!Love ya lots!!!!!!=p

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6:24 PM

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

Here are some pics=D

me and mehmeh jie....look very alike hor...lol

pulling each other faces is good fun...hahasss....u can ty that sometimes..hehe

big eyes....big nose....big mouth...muahahahaha

pulling faces again....see told ya...it's fun!!!!!!!

say ccchhheessee.....CHEESE!!!!!!hungry ler!!!!

like these pics...hahas=p

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3:45 PM

Wed, 16May07

hhmmmm...this is my very very first time blogging...hahas:) My sis encourage me to blog de...so i just give it a try...hope u guys like my blog and i really must thank my sis for helping me with the blog=p i was sooooo blur when setting up my blog....i was like...huh huh huh....and im damn ssssllloowwwww...hahas....just got back my mid-yr results...ooohhhhooooooooo i pass physics....i cant believe it man!!!!!!!! i seriously thought im gonna fail....i dun understand a thing about physics.....what kinematics and stuff....just not interested...hehsss....i got 53 and im so proud of it....lol....and i did better for amaths than emaths...i dun like emaths...so many graphs de....hahass=p Haven't got history back...hope will pass man....i scared will write out of point...hahas...hmmmm so this is my 1st post ler....have a nice day:)

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