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Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Wed, 27June07

Yo man...zzzz...hahasss...damn damn super super very very tired man...i'm like totally drained out lorr....school was as usual...very yawny...hahasss....but it was ok...during physics lesson the pure and the combine 'merged' together...lol...mr lau and mr soon taught us together...and it was the most interesting physics lesson i ever had....normally my eyelids would be like dropping man...hahasss....anyways GOT REHEARSAL TODAY!!!!!!!!!!sob!!!!!!my throat is like damn dry damn cracky whatever...i think i strained it....I NEED PIPA GAO!!!!!!!lol...hahasss....i walked a lot stand a lot so now my legs hurt a lot....hahassss....somemore so many.....anyw homework....aaaahhh....especially AMATHS....ROAR....now got emaths....ROAR ROAR...anyways....TOMORROW DRAMA MAMA WILL BE REUNITED....oooohhhhoooooo...i'm waiting soooooo long for it....lol...i'm so damn happy...at least this is the one thing that cheer me up...otherwise i'll be super depress lorrrr.....i'm like so extra...blah blah.....and so stressed up by zillions of stuff....i'm like fading away....blah what am i talking about man....ok i'm just in a blurry mood now....cos i just wanna close my eyes and have a wonderful happy dream....like a wish come true...eg. my true love...lol...now that's crap...hahass....rebekah's dreams seldom or never come true....sob sad cry...but i'm so used to disappointments....aaaaaaahhhhhh....zzzzzzz....sleeping....sssshhhhhh=p

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9:03 PM

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Tue, 26June07

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CLARENCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)
hahasss.....lalasss....today's mc bday and i'm sure she had a wonderful time spending it with uummm...MIKE...lol...anyways i gave her shirt...hahasss....and mike gave her a giant teddy bear...oh soooo good man....how i wish someone can buy me a super giant dolphin...lol...just daydreaming....zzzzzz....school was okay today...blah blah...i managed to find a group for chinese...so i'm not that pathetic after all....hahasssss....but amaths damn lots of homework man....i just finished the 223 questions lol....and still got coordinate geometry worksheet and loads of linear law thingy...what the lorrrr...i'm like breathless liao...never mind....rochelle james chidam jaime jolene and i went to meet some of the drama group people....YEAH!!!!!!!!!bleahxxx....i miss them...hahassss....ok it's a bit too mushy...met daniel at toa payoh mrt station...and his uniform is all white....so he's surrounded by bluey people....we are the sea water and he's the seagull...lol....seagull is white isn't it...hahass...went to mac again....and ate nuggets...hahasss...met sharmila sangeetha and atiqah....oh yeah i spelt all their names correctly man....ooohhhooooo.....we talked more than we did the project...in fact we did not even do the project....hahasss...but it was real fun lorrr....this is definitely the best group i had ever work with before....lalassss.....oh and tomorrow no rehearsal!!!!!! YEAH!!!!!!and we are dismissed at 12.30pm...DOUBLE YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!.....hahasss....but rebekah lim has tons of work to catch up man....i can't slack man....jiayou!!!!!!!and tomorrow 7pm emaths amaths tuition....yawnzzz....zzzzz....but for the sake of myself...lol...i have to bear with it....hahasss...and thursday meeting with the drama mama people again.....wahahahahahaha.....i'm so looking forward to it=)

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8:18 PM

Monday, June 25, 2007

Mon, 25June07

blahssss...school's back....sianxxx...woke up so damn early...and i'm not use to it liaoz...hahasss...met mc at the foyer...hahasss....today had PE and we had to wear it inside our uniform man...it's like so damn sweaty can....i'm like sweating like apig...lol...time table change liaoz...mondays dismissed at 2pm lor...bloddy....but wednesdays anbd fridays dismissed at 12.30am....ooooohhhhoooo....hahasss....lessons were boring as usual...zzzz....amaths ms hoon taught linear law....and i UNDERSTAND man...oh rebekah you are finally clever..lol...oh and i haven't even do my chinese project lor...is like i have no group man...pathetic right...maybe i doing alone liaoz....sob sad cry...and it's like so difficult to do chinese powerpoint...hahass...i'm damn noob when it comes to this kind of stuff...hahasss....after school we had an english debate course...the teacher was fun man....he's from Britain and he called himself mystery man...hahasss...and he told ask to guess where he's from...and someone said china...and the whole class was like muahahahahaha....had loads of fun laughing again...oh and PE we played badminton...and me and mc were like the craziest there.....screaming like mad cos we kept jumping like what...hahasss....never mind....it was just damn fun lahxx....hahasss...and choir was quite fun too....lucky didn't see that person man...otherwise he sure pick on my beloved choir again....everyone is like damn fed up with him can....zzzzzz....oh and tomorrow is mc's birthday...hope she'll like the present man....brether went to visit grannie who's in hospital now...she injured her right hand...sob sad cry...haixxxx.....this year damn lots of bad things happen man...gggrrr....never really have a good break or any happy things happen man...haixxx....life's hard man...zzzzzz

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6:35 PM

Sunday, June 24, 2007

Sun, 24June07

Blah blah...school tomorrow man...sianxxx.....yesterday arts camp was fun of course with our group...bleahxx...had discussion for our presentation...zzzz....then went to a CLAP event at chinatown...hahass...watched a dengue skit...ha....it was funny man...then next was a magic show....it was real amazing man...but don't know how to describe man...hahasss...the last was a chinese opera...and i don't know what they talking...it was something about yue fei...ok..at least i know who is yue fei...lalass...whatever...after that we went mac...then i went to order one large sprite...siao right....hahass....but i was thirsty lehxxx....can''t help it man....hahassss....next saturday will be the last day of arts camp....sad man...i'll definitely miss the group...MUST keep in contact with them man...DRAMA MAMA RAWKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!LOVE YOU ALL MAN=)...too bad miss rebekah lim lazy to upload photos or take any photos...hahasssss...maybe next week there'll be some....heeezzzz....went home quite late yesterday....when i reached home it was 10 something already...ooooo.....never mind...i tell you if artsm camp is an overnoght camp and if it is for a week and if we'll be stayong with our group....i'll be in for it man....wahahahaha....just daydreaming about it....hahassss.....I DON'T WANNA GO BACK TO SCHOOL....i'll die man...i did not do emaths project and chinese project lorr....somemore chinese project i don't have group...pathetic rebekah.....stupid....why seperate us into A1 A2 B3 B4.......and so on.....i'm like different class as mc jf they all...ggggrrrr.....UNFAIR MAN....PROTEST!!!!!!....is like the 308 chinese class miss i don't have close friends man....ok...heck care.....all those arts fiesta rehearsals are frustrating enough...and choir also....i'll die from these two murderers....actually choir is enough to kill me....ok...stop with those crap....hahasss...hope choir will be better man....i'm like so stress can...WHO CAN UNDERSTAND HOW I FEEL AND HOW MUCH EFFORT I PUT INTO ALL THESE THINGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haixxxxxx.....i'm so drain out from all from all the energy i put in for choir...but no one appreciates....that's all...i feel so rejected man.....haixxxxx....is like what the hell lorrr...what they want me to do then they'll listen....everytime is me the one who gets the blame....especially this particular person who keeps picking on me and choir...keeps calling rebekah rebekah can help me do this anot....rebekah i owe you one....blah blah.....and rebekah choir is so disorganise....gggrrrr.....i have enough liao lorrr......i'm like damn it pissed off....now i know how audrey feel man....but i know choir can show this person one day that we are not the lousiest!!!!!!!!!ONE DAY YOU'LL SEE IT MAN!!!!!!!hope tomorrow will be a good day for everyone....hahasss.....and hope i won't get any scoldings...bleahxxx=p

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4:01 PM

Friday, June 22, 2007

Fri, 22June07

Nothing interesting today...lol....woke up at 12.30pm...cool right....blah....was really tired lor...with my injury...aches and not enough sleep....haixxxx....but i think the more i sleep the more tired i get...hahassss.....catch up with homework and it was like damn sian lorr....did a few amaths questions and i was like what the.....then jumped to english and did the reflection on Yusof bin Ishak....and did not really know much about him until i read the autobiograohy on him....ok he was agreat guy...that's all i have to say....lol....then moved on to the reading assignment thingy....we have to read a novel and have to write some diary entries of one of the main characters in the novel....blah...that was actually quite fun man.....cos writing is sort of in my genes....hahassss.....my day is like so damn dull man....tomorrow going arts camp again...but lucky not so early man....meeting the group at 1.30pm....heeezzzzz....have to discuss on our presentation...whatever...as long as we don't change group i'll be fine with everything.....my june holidays are like gone just like that...sad man....monday off to school and cca again....shit!!!!!....i'm like so damn slack can.....and i did not attend 3 amaths supplementary cos of arts camp lor.....i must catch up man...ms hoon already teaching linear law....and i'm like HUH....ggrrr....rebekah lim you've got chunks to catch up with....with the stupid arts fiesta how am i gonna buck up man....i'm like behind the class man...gggrrr...this is so damn frustrating...and my maths ain't that super lorr.....aaahhh...never mind i'm used to this....my injury is still the same as ever....PAINFUL.....but my pain on the nose has lessen....good man....my nose won't be crooked or what....hahasss and the bruise on my knee is getting smaller....aaahahaha....hope school life might cheer miss rebekah lim up a little....hahassss...off to crunchyrolling=p

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3:10 PM

Thursday, June 21, 2007

Thu, 21June07

Freaking tired.....is like these 4 days i never had enough sleep man...zzzz....lucky tomorrow no arts camp....me can sleep until siao....lalasss....but too bad i have tons of homework to complete....so can't wake up too late man....sob sad cry=(....i'm like damn lazy can.....gggrrrrr.....my holidays are mostly spent on cca....and homework and my COM!!!!!...heeezzz....but my holidays are wasted just like that man....haizzzz....anyways today arts camp was sort of boring....with like lectures on marketing and financial stuff....and we were like what do the srts gotta do with these things....and the speakers were like quite dull....yawnzzzz....our eyelids were like dropping...and i almost slept...hahasss...anyways don't care about what stupid talks....hahasss....as long as we remain in the same drama group i'll be happy=) hahassss....i really really LOVE our drama group man.....lalasss....we even got to know the photographer there and we kept teasing him....wahahahahaha....hhmmmm....the bruise on my knee is like increasing in size...lol....and my swollen forehead is more painful man....what the hell man....and i think the thin part of my nose is affected lor.....i just don't want my nose to become crooked or flat or whatever....just let in remain the same....hahasss....and poor granny knocked her head on the cupboard door....it's like much painful than my injury man....and she bled.....poor granny....but she's ok now....yeah=)....hahassss....lomg time haven't watch my crunchyroll ler....off to crunchyroll!!!!!!!

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7:37 PM

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

Wed, 20June07

DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!
Mr Lim is so gonna kill me.....and i'm not joking....i went to the arts camp instead of the rehearsal...but the arts camp or shold i say drama was like damn fun lor....and we like paid $10 for it....if don't go we'll be wasting our money.....somemore the rest of the cca leaders involve in the arts camp are not going to the rehearsal!!!!!!!!!!I'm like so super pissed off....i don't care i'm gonna say this.....all the teachers are like so biased....what's wrong with a bronze choir....ya i know choir is like not a very good cca among the performing arts....but singing chorally requires lots of unity...lots of discipline and they are like so particular about everything....so what if we are lousy...at least we tried our best and maintained the standard....i'm like so bloody fed up with all this....it's like who appointed me as the president....it's like i'm so willing to be one....puke man....i love choir....but can i just have a break....it's like being forced underwater....i can't take it man....i really can't....i've been like tolerating every single thing....i have my limits and don't go beyond it....why is everything choir's fault....even when it isn't....it just have to be our fault....i know choir's discipline is like six.....but can't you use your eyes to see the seniors are trying their very best to discipline choir...it's like all efforts have gone down the drain....we give orders...we scold....we give instructions....but do some of the members give a damn...do they even listen....NO not at all....and i just wanna say....rebekah is not fierce....but i can be when i'm damn bloody pissed off...and now i am....so please spare me....i don't wanna burst out...and i don't wanna break down......i have my own personal problems too.....but i couldn't bring it into choir....i just can't.....it's like when i'm like damn moody and down on a choir day....i still have to look so stable and calm and strong and tough in front of all these people....i'm like wearing a stupid mask.....i hate it....can't i just be myself....be the real rebekah lim...the one who'll laugh like hell...crap like an idiot....talk like never before....cries freely when sad.....and many many more.....i'm like living in hell....please....i need a break....i simply need one.....

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7:21 PM

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

Tue, 19June07

REBEKAH LIM SI QI FELL DOWN FLAT ON THE FACE AND GOT ONE BIG BALUKU ON HER FOREHEAD AND A HUGE BRUISE ON HER RIGHT KNEE....WOW WHAT GOOD NEWS MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!.....anyways it was painful lor....ggggrrrr.....stupid clumsy me......haixxx.....never mind i'm always falling down so i'm used to it.....lol.....but DRAMA was damn fun man.....with such a fantastic group.....i really enjoyed myself and i got to know more friends....hahasss....such an irony that rebekah lim enjoy arts camp....but chidam they all also enjoy mahxxx.....so i'm not alone=p....really feel so happy to be able to laugh so much....haven't really laugh a lot these days....haixxxx......so those bruises weren't anything to rebekah lim...as long as i have fun and laughter=)....heeeezzzzz....but tomorrow arts fiesta rehearsal also very important but we already decided to go for our beloved DRAMA....yyyeeaaaahhhh....haha didn't know i like drama that much...but singing is still my priority....but if i don't go rehearsal ng jin will be left alone to perform our item.....and she doesn't wanna be alone.....haixxx.....how how how....i wanna go drama and at the same time i can't leave her there......MARMIE!!!!!!!!!....i'm like torn in between....what should i do man!!!!!....haixxx...but anyways...look on the bright side rebe.....hahasss....and i also gotta know some new games from this drama thingy...and you know rebekah lim loves games...but not boring and lame ones.....heeezzz....those games were damn exciting and lots of hilarious stuff happened....like james marrying chidam...really crapped a lot...but we love it man...hahassss.....then after that went mac eat...and we were like so noisy....hahasss....really had fun talking to them...heezzzz.....then we took mrt home together...reached home....still got energy to play badminton even when i fell like shit....but i screamed like mad....laughed like mad....play like mad....hahasss....and jumped like mad too...anyways....lazy to continue man.....sssooooo nite nite=D

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7:23 PM

Monday, June 18, 2007

Mon, 18June07

HAPPY BELATED FATHERS' DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!LOL....rebekah lim is like so damn forgetful man...SORRY to all fathers of the world=p....hahassss....ok...back to TODAY!!!!!.....GGGGRRRRR... REBEKAH LIM IS SUN BURNT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!AAAAHHHHHHH....especially my nose....it's like so obvious man....my face turned a bit brown and my nose is like RED...since when did i became Rudolph man....RED AND SHINY NOSE......aarrgghh....what arts camp......should be call torture roasted camp.....sob sad cry....oh and i'm in the same group as rochelle, jolene and 3 other new friends i made from DEYI....lol....anyways...they are jamie...hui yee and a guy from band....forgot his name....but they call him LG....so sorry LG for forgetting your name=p....hahasssss.....and our group was super quiet man...and i'm not use to it....i met some wonderful people...and also some NOT SO WONDERFUL people....lol....me, rochelle, jolene and jamie can't stand them man....but there's nothing we can do....but just BEAR with it....haixxxx....and frankly we walked under the sun like for a lot of times....and i didn't bring my rubber band to tie my hair....that's how i got my reddish sun burn.....stupid man....actually we were supposed to be dismissed at 5 something and it like dragged till 7!!!!!!!!!!....SHIT MAN....SIT UNTIL BUTT PAIN....STAND UNTIL LEGS ACHE AND WALKED UNTIL LEGS NUMB.....aaahhhh.....unfair man...i wanna enjoy life at home de....and now hell is entertaining me man.....ggggrrrr....what is this man.....last week of holiday....please let us enjoy man.....furthermore....lazy rebekah haven't finishher holiday assignmentS...at least let me be a hardworking girl for once.....lol....ok.....i wanna sleep ler......hours under the sun....anyways thanks everyone from DEYI...otherwise i wouldn;t have so much time laughing....heeeeeeeee.....nitezzz....zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

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8:21 PM

Sunday, June 17, 2007

Sun, 17June07

Oooooohhhhooooooo....BRETHER IS BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!if you are wondering who's this brether....brether=brother....hahasss....that's how we call him=p.....lalasssss....he came back from perth this afternoon...pup and i went to the airport to fetch him.....hahasss.....we took BUS 24there....YEAH...BUS 24.....heeeezzz.....it was a long journey man....sat until my butt hurts man.....lol.......now perth is approaching winter....sooooo good man....i wanna go any place with 4 seasons....yeah.....that will be cool man...singapore is so damn hot and humid.....i'm roasted already.....gggrrrr.....anyways we took a taxi home.....hahasss....had steamboat for dinner....yum yum....foodie.....ate and ate......so very full now.....hahassss.......so sianxxx now....nothing to talk about man....oh ya....going to arts camp tomorrow.....zzzzzz.....AND REBEKAH LIM DOESN'T WANNA GO....COS REBEKAH LIM CAN'T STAND BOREDOM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....someone PLEASE
save me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i rather do chunks of holiday assignments man...ggrrr.....at least it'll do me some good...and i'll be top scholar of singapore....lol....dream on girl......hahassss......ok off to watch my crunchyroll=)

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6:32 PM

Friday, June 15, 2007

Fri, 15June07

Hahasssss....woke up damn late today....12.20pm....oooohhoooo almost afternoon man.....i'm a lazy bum man....zzzzzzz.....and guess what....FINALLY RAIN TODAY!!!!!!!!!.....long time didn't rain man.....sooooo hot lor...and rebekah lim HATES hot weather....hahassss......nowadays very lazy to upload photos and add blogskin......slack slack and slack.....so you guys will have to face a dull and boring black coloured blog.....hahassss.....sooooo sorry=p.....hahasss.....did loads of amaths
....see i'm so guai....bleahxxxx....so far 162 questions done=)....oooooohhhhoooooo yeah!!!!!!!!!!!.....so sianxxx next week arts camp....i'm DREADING it man.....i don't wanna goooooo....waste my time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.....do you know time is precious....gggrrrrrr...whole week of ARTS.....yawnzzzzzz......hhmmmmm....today karina came to my house.....she said miss me a lot....lol......oooooo i'm so touched....hahasss.....anyways chatted awhile and she ate dinner here.....wahahahahaha......nothing interesting today man......hahassss......is he avoiding me???????? haixxxx.....

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5:45 PM

Thursday, June 14, 2007

Thu, 14June07

^^hahasssss.....YOYOZZZ.....i have a very very big announcement to make here:)......REBEKAH LIM KNOWS HOW TO MAKE DUMPLINGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!AND I ALSO HELP TO MAKE TANG YUAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!OOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO......i'm such a goodie girl.....lol....to be exact i made 56 dumplings MYSELF and roll don't know how many tang yuans.....heeezzzzz....went to school to practise for the arts fiesta thingy....practise like there's no tomorrow....lol.....and guess what i ate two tablespoons of PIPA GAO!!!!!!!!!!!!....yum yum////and i love it man.....but i scared strain my voice man.....the two songs are sooooooooooooo high man....later go off pitch how!!!!!!!!!!......somemore next week got the stupid arts camp....I DON'T WANNA GO......WASTE MY HOLIDAY ON THIS.....i rather go for 1 full week arts fiesta rehearsals than this.....aaaaahhhhhh....i'm gonna go mad.......after practice went to amk hub mac with ng jin and ate sundae ice-cream....bbbrrrr.....so yummy man....after that shared a large fries with her....actually ng jin wanna go home de....but i waiting for jia ling mei so she pei me awhile...heeezzz.....so good man.....then jia ling mei came.....i ate mc spicy.....ooohhhoooo....i'm growing fat man....aaahhh....then went to walk awhile then off to homey.......and i took BUS24!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I LOVE BUS 24 FOREVER.......haixxx...anyways hope he isn't trying to avoid rebekah lim.....talking isn't really a sin ritezzz......but talking too much is.....haixxxxxx.....maybe i talk too much....blah blah....but you know rebekah lim is the talky type....hahassss....rebekah lim is off for now=p

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4:10 PM

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

Wed, 13June07

zzzzzz....today woke up really really late cos felt sick when i woke up at 9.30am....so oink oink slept till 12.30pm.....oooooohhhoooooo....stomachache man....gggggrrrrrr......but feeling better now....cos rebekah lim is a very very STRONG girl....bleahxxx....macho macho....heeezzzzz.....did loads of amaths and emaths today.......i'm a good girl man.....lalalalala......amaths siao june assignment....do till 100....others already ahead of me man.....waaaahahahahaha......i'm in slacking mode man.....how how how!!!!!!!!....emaths left one question.....muahahahahaha....cos the questions not so difficult....somemore today got maths tuition....yawnzzzzz.....also completed amaths coordinate geometry homework........oooooohhhhoooooo rebekah you rock.....zzzzzzzz.......blah blah......long time haven't see him ler......sob sad cry....rebekah lim is suffering from lovesick.....lol.....but not so serious man....rebekah very strong de....remember???....hahasss....wonder what is he doing now....must be playing game......he's considered a game addict man....ok....sssshhhhhh i'm giving a damn big hint to those who knows him well......shit shit shit......rebekah you better shut your big mouth up man......whoever read this post.....pppllleeeeaaasssseeee keep quiet.......REBEKAH IS DOOM!!!!!!!!!!!!

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5:04 PM

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

Tue, 12June07

Heeeezzzz......went out with mc, her sis and mommy today.....took mrt to bugis....hahasssss....and i got pinched by her sis so many MANY times...now i got one bruise on my right hand....gggrrrr.....ROARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!......lol.....went to food court to EAT.......yeah!!!!!!!!!!! i ate prawn noodles....yum yum....with lots of pepper and chilli.....OOOOOO....DELICIOUS!!!!!!!!!!.....hahassss.....mc and her sis ate fishball noodles...and mommy ate mee rhebus(don't know how to spell...hehssss)....lalassss....very VERY full....lalassss.....then went walk walk....hahassss.....SEIYU changed its name to BHG ....WHAT A NAME.....so weird de....i wonder what it stands for....BIG HEAD GIANT OR BIG HUGE GIANT...heezzzzz....anyways the things there so ex man.....me and mc saw one black pants which was so damn nice....i think it suits mc well.....$36.90...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....DAYLIGHT ROBBERY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.....GGGGRRRRR.....we are both wanna buy a bag and some clothes....heeeeeezzzzz.....long time haven't go shopping man....hahassss.....so we went to the shops opposite bugis junction....cheap stuff and also very suitable for us teens....oooohhhhooooo.....we bought the same bags....YEAH.....2 for $40....so damn cheap man......and we also bought 2 shirts with the same pattern but different colours....2 for $20....muahahahahahahaha....lady luck is with us man....cheap cheap and sooooo very CHEAP.......hahassss.....next we went this fashion....ohohohoh and guess what....rebekah lim finally found a pants that suits her and for $24....lalassss....also bought another shirt to match with the pants....mc bought 2 shirts and her sis 2 shirts too....wow sooooooo fun man....hahassss......ok....tired from all the walking.....zzzzzz.....oh and bad news for rebekah lim.....just tried to talk to him but he didn't reply....didn't reply for about 20minutes.....sob sad cry.....this shows he won't like me de.....aaaaahhhhhhhhh

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2:13 PM

Monday, June 11, 2007

Mon, 11June07

Sianxxxx....so very super sianxxx....amaths assignment also don't feel like doing.....do 73 questions only man....other people already fly to 100 over liaoz....rebekah lim is damn slack this june holidays....somemore the weather is like super duper HOT.....can become roast duck man....ggggrrrr.....i HATE hot weather....i prefer winter!!!!!!!!!!! Autumn also can......just don't give me summer the whole year round.....rebekah lim will melt to death man.....never mind....forget about the weather....tomorrow mc will either come my house or we go out.....YEAH!!!!!!!!!!......must go to somewhere with air-con man.....heezzzz....i perspire a lot.....so the sun will make me like a stupid wet chicken....lol.....hhmmmm....where should we go anyways.....hahassss.....haixxxx....my only wish now is to talk to him every day....every every every day.....hahasssws.....but rebekah lim not that fortunate man....i'm always the unlucky pig....haixxxxx.....haixxx haixxx haixxx....don't think too much man....hahassss.....life still goes on....but very sianxxx now....yawnzzz....hahasss.....nowadays my post all damn boring....hahassss.....bb=p

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11:56 AM

Sunday, June 10, 2007

Sun, 10June07

Yoyozzz.....got miss rebekah lim anot man....lol....hhhmmm....went to the orthodontist yesterday....sianxxxx....but no choice...heez....the orthodontist tighten my braces like mad....so painful man....amd now my teeth are like sssoooooooo damn stiff...and painful of course....the pain is like so hard to describe.....i just feel like pulling every single one of my teeth out....ggrrrr.....went to church after that.....IGNYTE and fuel were super fun.....played lots of games and made some friends=)....hahassss....reached home at around 10pm....heessss....had amaths tuition just now.....zzzzzz......did cooridinate geometry and i sort of understand it man....ooooo....rebekah you are such a genius man....hahassss.....but amaths tuition caused me to miss my huan zhu ge ge 3.....MARMIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.....i wanna watch de.......although the show is quite old.....but I STILL WANNA WATCH MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....i only watched 20minutes of the show......aaaaaahhhhhhhh.......haixxxxx.....i'm sure this is all a dream...ok...rebekah lim is now talking about her own crap.....so just bear with it.....i'm sure he doesn't like me.....but he's a great GREAT guy anyways.....lalalalala......daydream.....zzzzzzz......rebekah loves to daydream.....mmmm....daydreaming is sort of fun although everything is fake......so in reality npthing good id happening....but in rebekah's dream world.....everything happy is happening...ok...enough of my crap....heeezzzz.......ok.....tata for now=p

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11:09 AM

Friday, June 8, 2007

Fri, 8June07

Lalasss.....hahassss....went out with yang lin jie they all....me and yang lin jie walked to amk hub....walked for about 15 minutes.....ate the snow ice thingy....milk ice with chocolate....mmmmm nice man....very the cooling....after that walked to pizza hut near kfc....ate again....lol....really fulling man....and rebekah lim was so blur to mistake pepper for cheese and put on her pizza....but it still tasted great man.....had loads of fun laughing and fooling around.....then went to the playground opposite amk library to sit on the swings......wwwweeeeeee....so fun man....long time haven't sit swing ler.....those were the times man....and we purposely pushed one another's swing with full force....ok....and i almost fly off man....lol.....lucky my slippers didn't fly off man....hahassss....stayed there for about 2hours....then off to hub again.....my butt was aching cos i sat too long on the swing....hehssss....went to ntuc buy whatever......hahassss.....then off to home....took BUS24!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....yeah....love bus24.....had lots of fun eating....laughing...chatting...abd disturbing my friends....yeah....very tired now man....zzzz.....so my post would be a dull one....lol......hahasss.....buaizzzz

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4:02 PM

Thursday, June 7, 2007

Thu, 7June07

Hhhhhhiiiiiiiii!!!!!!.....heesss....went to school again...zzz......practise with ng jin and the guys for the arts fiesta....hahasssss......and my voice is CRACKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.....i think i strained my voice....sob sad cry.....my voice is deproving man....aaaahhhhh....i NEED pipa gao.....lol....perhaps i eat too much heaty foodie man....but how can i resist them....aaaaarrrggghhh....foodie is one of my greatest paradise.....aaaahhhh.....met yang lin jie later at the bus stop before deyi...hahasss....then walked to her mom's wanton noodles stall.....hehessss....ate shui jiao mian(don't know how to say in english...hehsss)....thank you aunty for the treat....yum yum....i was still a little hungry after that.....i'm a big eater man.....anyways yang lin jie was also hungry too....so rebekah is still an average eater....lol....walked to ching boon mac under the fiery red sun....lol....i was soooo thirsty man....what's more my voice is cracking.....i NEED a drink....a cold one....with lots of ice.....and a refreshing one too!!!!!!!!!!!! shared some fries with yang lin jie....we bought one large seaweed shaker fries and another large normal fries.....ok....i ate fried foodie......oops.....and FINALLY some coke for rebekah lim....hahasss....chatted a lot with my dearest yang lin jie....had loads of laughs with her man....long time never talk to her lerr.....really enjoyed myself.....hahasss.....you'll never get bored with a crazy jie like her.....and cos of her rebekah lim is also crazy man.....actually i'm not crazy when i'm feeling uncomfortable with the people around me....but most of the time rebekah is crazy like hell....but of course i'm crazy at the right time right place....i'm a good girl man....lol....but really some craziness can cover the sad and down side of me.....so being crazy is part of me and my close friends.....hahasss....ok.....enough of rebekah lim's crap.....i wanna watch show leerrsss....so don't miss rebekah lim man....hehesssss.....lol.....bb for now=)

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3:59 PM

Wednesday, June 6, 2007

Wed, 6June07

yoyozzzz.....hahas!!!....wahssss...... ate a lot today......lots and lots......bread with mayo scramble egg.....i think i ate about 6 of them....zzz.....don't be shock....rebekah lim is a big eater....and also ate bee hoon with tons of chilli....yum yum.....i love my foodie.....fatter again....lol.....jf came today to help me with my new mp3......i'm a super noob with this kind of stuff.....hahasss.....anyway thanks jf man....THANK YOU=) so sianxxxx now....every day also so BBBBOOOORRRRIIIIINNNNGGGGG.....yawnzzzz.....haixxx......when do i have the guts to talk to him....i'm such an idiot.....i really REALLY wanna joke with him...talk to him....haixxxx....but i scared he'll find rebekah lim annoying and KEPO.....known him for almost 3 years.....mayb he treats me more like a friend.....haixxx....that's how unlucky rebekah lim is or was.....twice i've let my heart shatter into zillion of pieces.....twice i have no guts and confidence at all......haixxxxx......you are great but maybe i'm not good enough....haixxxxx.......ok....most of you don't know what i'm talking about....only a small number understand....hahasss......so don't anyhow jump to conclusions....bleahxxxxx....later got tuition....yawnzzz....zzzz.....you see rebekah lim so hardworking....so everyone let's be hardworking people....zzzzzz......one and a half hour of cruel torture with amaths and emaths....SAVE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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12:47 PM

Tuesday, June 5, 2007

Tue, 5June07

went to school...hahasss...to practise for one of the arts fiesta events.....zzz...had lots of fun laughing....really thank those guys who are great jokers man....after that went to meet mc at amk mrt station....take the train to bishan and we chatted for quite a while....hahasss....but the details of our conversation is zzzziiiiipppp....ssshhhh....hahasss.....waited for mike and jia ling mei at the food court....hahasss....again an extra but this time lucky i have my darling jia ling mei....lol....otherwise i'll be so damn pathetic again....this time there's no stupid dumb dumb rebekah tagging behing.....heez.....thanks jia ling mei for being so wonderful and sweet.....went to the library again....see rebekah is so guai man....borrowed books again...but the books at bishan are like so eeeeerrrrrr....like grandmother story novels....never mind at least i found some good books.....sssooooooo to prevent us from being too BRIGHT......me and jia ling mei went to meet my mom who was at bishan too....lol.....and we walked at j8 a while.....and j8 is like so sianxxx....cos i have been there like millions of times....lol.....mom treated jia ling mei currypuff....hahassss......the currypuffs are yum yum....mmmm......foodie!!!!!!!.....it was so boring that we decided to GO HOME.....lol.......hahasss......haixxxx.....wish so much to talk to him....aaahhhhhhh....too bad i this kind won't stand a chance....the more i hope and expect....the more disappointment i get......sob...sad cry.......never mind.....i'll be happy if he is=)

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3:08 PM

Monday, June 4, 2007

Mon, 4June07

*i'm considered ok now....lol*
heys guys.....i'm all right now...but still a tiny bit depress....hahasss....at least i can joke now....anyways thanks for cheering me up even if you guys don't know what happened....THANKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....hahasssss......hmmmm.....woke up at 10am today....hahassss.....actually i told myself im gonna wake up at 9.30am no matter what....but i just can't resist sleeping half an hour extra....heez....i did some stupid amaths assignment and i completed 6o over questions....aaaahahahaha....rebekah you are so guai man......and i also did some yucky coordinate geometry....i did one question and i close my book....lol....it was damn boring man....never mind at least i got that one question correct....hahassss....hmmm nothing much to write.....so sianxxxx.....oh and marmie and aunty are arguing over whether to cook herbal chicken or ginseng chicken....wahahahaha......that's so lame....lol....but never mind....whatever it is....as long as it is yummy...i don't mind...as long as it is chicken....hahassss....hmmm....why not fried chicken...mmm.....yumyum....eerr...nonono...i'll get fat with all those oil.....so just stick with herbal or ginseng...heehee.....ok end here...tata=p

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12:24 PM

Sunday, June 3, 2007

Sun, 3June07

*in a depress state*
i HATE myself...and i MEAN it...i kept all my problems to myself and all i get in the end is hating myself and perhaps getting hated by others....really i have no one to turn to...all my friends are so happy....except for me....that's why i'm the odd one out....people seldom see me cry...and i don't usually cry in front of people...i cry myself...when i'm alone....when no one is around.....i'm not good at all...and i seriously SUCK....why i keep all my problems to myself...it's simple....my best friends have their own problems and i don't want to trouble them even more....i know keeping everything to myself isn't good....but i really have no choice....they say they understand but do they....ok...and things now will never be the same again.....NEVER....you hate me but i don't hate you....in fact i'm scared of you....i don't know how to say this but i just wanna say how i feel....SORRY....i told my friends about what you did to me....but izzit right to intrude into my privacy...ok....i was wrong to say some bad things about you.....but no one ever understand how i feel....i'm not good at all....ok....i'm a bitch....ok mind my language...but i'm totally depress now....i'm not myself now....i'm neither crying nor laughing....i'm just damn it quiet...you guys might not understand what i'm saying...but i'll appreciate if you'll just read...so thanks for reading......no one knows how i really live my life...it's complicated....i really don't know how to express my thoughts out now....so it'll be confusing....just need some comfort....thanks....bb

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11:18 AM

Friday, June 1, 2007

Fri, 1June07

*Mood still isn't very good*
Amaths remedial today....zzzzzzz....was damn boring....somemore 2hours....how can i survive!!!!!!! i switched off totally.....not in a mood plus i'm in holiday mood.....lol.....ms hoon taught us something about cooridinate geometry which i HATE a lot....and it's my lousiest topic.....lol....whoever is willing to help me master this topic....aaarrggghhh....went to amk library with mc and mike after that.....and i gotta say this....I FEEL SO BLOODY DAMN EXTRA...SERIOUS MAN.....I'M LIKE SUPER BRIGHT DOWN THERE......the truth is I HATE IT MAN.....ok....but mc and mike were great though...hahasss....i hate it cos it's like so weird....a couple walking happily together=) and a few steps behind them came a stupid girl tagging behind....won't you find it irritating.....i felt irritated with myself....anyways.....i borrowed some novels for the stupid english assignment....ggrrrr....ok...had some 'alone' time there.....if you know what i mean....went to eat later....yumyum...perhaps that's the part i enjoyed most....hahassss.....cos at least there's some foodie to accompany me....yeah....hahasss....but it was quite fun teasing mc and mike...heezzz....frankly they make a great super power golden couple....i'm really so happy for mc....hahasss....but of cos we'll spend less time talking secrets together....but it's all right....she's still my darling wonderful super best friend.....hahasss....love ya lots girl....=)

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2:38 PM