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Sunday, August 19, 2007

Sun, 19Aug07

woke up at 12.55pm man...oh man that's so early man...and i promise myself to wake up earlier to study lorrr...ROARS and i broke my own promise man...gggrrrr stupid rebekah...anyways i also no mood study....zzzzz....cos i just don't have the guai guai mood....LOL...but never mind...i still studied a bit lorrr...still quite guai de....forced myself to stare hard at the blank piece of chem worksheet and looked steadily at those ugly-looking chemical equations...what ZnOH...whatever lahxxx...the mole the mass the volume are driving me nuts man...sobxxx...somemore tuesday chem test...i'm gonna fail like crazy man...one digit mark man...that'll be so cool man...so cool until my mom will hoot me like what man...will say i use com until fail lorrr...then won't let me use com...then don't let me go out with my friends...sobxxx....perhaps i deserve this kind of treatment...cos i'm a bad naughty girl man...zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...lame...i know...hahasss

aaaaaahhhhh and i'm so 'lucky' to be in 308 chinese class man...so many unnecessary stress man...sobxxx...i'm stressed enough lahxxx...ROARS...got choir got whatever leadership thingy....can die de you know...haixxx...i'm like so choked up with all these things....haixxx...i need time to breathe to really relax....not as in slack or what...haixxxx....or i just don't want to be chairman or what man... just let me be a normal student member who have time to study and have a good rest...haixxxxx

and and and LOW KUANG JIE don't you ever use snakes to scare me aarrrr...i'll hoot you like never before and you'll beg me for forgiveness and you'll say: ' DOLPHIN JIE JIE DON'T BEAT ME LER I PROMISE THAT I'LL GIVE YOU DOLPHINS FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY!!!!' and i'll continue beating and beating and he'll cry and i'll laugh an evil laugh....ooohhhhooo and he'll finally realise that dolphins are unbeatable and from that day onwards he'll respect all dolphins in the world and he'll say dolphins are the best!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ok i'm day dreaming again...zzzzz but day dreaming can be very fun de lorrr...hahasss

ok enough of my crap....dougkas just told me tomorrow chem test not tuesda....I'M SO DEAD LER...haixxx what a great news for a sunday nioght when i wanna rest after studying...haixxx...seriously i read the chem textbook but i still don't understand....wahsss sure kena scolding de lahxxxx...i'm good at failing nowadays man haixxx...i'm a failure sobxxxx=(

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4:45 PM

Saturday, August 18, 2007

Sat, 18Aug07

SORRY FOR MY BADDIE MOOD ON THURSDAY...BUT I'M BACK TO NORMAL NOW...HAHASSS

aaaahhhhhh i still got 3 presents to buy...oh my...i'm so dead man...daryl daddy and sean....sobxxxxx how man...actually i already know what to buy for daryl ler...now left with dadddy and sean de...later daddy sad then i die liaozz...cos marmie will hoot me...roars...then i cry then daddy hoot me...then i cry even more...hahass...LOL anyhow say de...don't know what to blog man...my blog so boring...no blogskins cos i'm a blog noob...no pictures cos usb wire spoil...no interesting things cos my life aren't that interesting...zzzzz....you guys read my blog can sleep de...so if at night you guys can't sleep just read my blog...sure sleep unti shiok man...hahassss...i think that's the only advantage for reading my blog...bleahxx

anyways light bulb give de chem worksheet so difficult...like what alien language...roars...somemore chem test coming...sobxx...seriously i don't wany red marks all over my progress report...sobxxx...haixxxx.....suddenly don't feel like blogging ler....byezzzz

CONFUSE...MY MIND IS IN A GREAT MESS...SHOULD I LET GO OR MOVE ON?????

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7:25 PM

Thursday, August 16, 2007

Thu, 16Aug07

aiyo...haven't even start typing already forgotten what i wanna blog ler...ROARS...anyways choir was quite fun today...played captain's ball...and sobxxx...i so clumsy de..accidentally hit sk's nose with the netball and also hit ryans forehead...sobxxx...how clumsier can i get??...i clumsy enoough ler....aaaahh i wanna cry ler....wonder how's sk's nose ler...sobxxx...next time play captain's ball i don't want ler...i so clumsy...later everyone injured by me how....choy choy!!!!!!...haixx don't know why suddenly so sad...sobxxx....maybe is cos i too clumsy then i sad....zzzzz...don't know don't care...just wanna scream and shout at an open place where no one knows..where no one sees...i shout her bahss...aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

sorry i'm crazy....blahsssss...aiya don't say myself sad ler...never mind...i'm happy...yaya i'm happy...so very happy....zzzzzz...never mind...don't feel like posting today....don't know why...zzzz....anyways i'm not a good leader...really not a good one.....and i feel so avoided...i feel terribly like giving up...but at the same time i don't wanna let go...giving up will take me some time....and holding on breaks my heart like hell...roars...and i'm not a good friend at all....i'm BAD BAD BAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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7:02 PM

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

Wed, 15Aug07

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEAN AKA MARIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OHOHOH AND HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CARINE!!!!!!!!!!
=D

arrgghh emaths suxxxx...blahs...i mean emaths don't really suxxx...BUT the person teaching it makes it suxxx man...always call ask go HEYMATH...blahss...please lorrr...emaths require you to understand fully and just by looking at the heymath thingy won't make me understand emaths...ROARS...sobxxx later my emaths fail i go hoot that person man...somemore call ask go home read textbook pg46-47 on bearings and expect us to understand by tomorrow...I WANNA HOOT PEOPLE LIAOZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!he think i maths professional mehxxx...please lorrr...my maths is like *puke* de lorrr....never mind see that person small i don't hoot him liaoz...anyways thanks daryl for teaching me the two stupid questions...SORRY for wasting your phone bills...LOL...your maths totally rawks man...and furthermore i understand...heeeesssss...THANKS AARRR....hahassss...you should consider being a maths teacher....zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

ohoh and ms hoon gave us mini connettos yesterday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!OH MY...IT WAS DELICIOUS!!!!!!!! cos our class got first for the ah hock and ah ling thingy...muahaha...all thanks to the script writers and actors especially douglas and yeong seng....ooooohhhooooo...and i ate two man...cos there were so many mini conettos...super yummy man...oh my i feel like eating ice-cream now.....mouth itchy ler....hahassss

nothing interesting these few days...hhhmmm...oh and mr lim told me that from thursday onwards all choir members must wear choir tee or else....blah blah blah....whatever...always coming up with weird weird rules for us to follow...roarsss....somemore choir is 2days lorrr...not one day horrrr...never mind...i shall forgive him...zzzz ok that's lame...haixx me so stress from choir man...i'm really scared of not setting a good example...of not making choir fun for my members...of not committing enough...sobxxx....you know i'm not those guai guai type and i love talking...so you know that isn't a good role model as a president...somemore someone...i don't wanna mention HIS name...is like giving me stress...and scolding me when it wasn't even me who did a mistake...yayayayayaya i know i'm not the perfect choice for a chairperson...so why choose me...ROARS...haixxx.....i wanna cry liaoz lahxxx...sobxxx

ok enough of those complains...LOL...i really hope i won't slack ler...i wanna study man...please please please give me some motivation...haixxx...i don't wanna upset my parents and myself too...if i deprove...my holidays will be doom man....i wanna enjoy the long holidays...so have to work hard now to achieve that reward...no pain no gain...that's so right man....zzzzzzzzzzzz...anyways nothing much to write ler....tata...hahasss=)

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5:43 PM

Monday, August 13, 2007

Mon, 13Aug07

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!XD

oooohhhhooooo...today VE lesson was so damn fun man...waaaahhhhoooo....308 YOU GUYS RAWKS BIG TIME MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I CAN NEVER ASK FOR A BETTER CLASS=) although the skit was seriously last minute and we did not rehearse it at all...but but but the actors did just superb man...i can never act so naturally and humorously like none other than DOUGLAS SOH...oh my....you should seriously consider an acting career douglas...hahasss...i tell you...you sure win star awards de...maybe go hollywood....zzzz....or bollywood also can...LOL...anyways...307 and 309 were as good too...but 208 my class lehxxx...of cos i support my class mahxx...aiyo where got other people don't support their class de...LOL...ok back to the topic...i love the despo-meter from 307 and the hotel 92 also...LOL...and 309's script was BRAVO man...hahasss...but of cos 308...uuummm IS THE BEST to me=)...ms hoon was like so surprised man...she thought we would ruin the whole thing man...but of cos 308 won't...wahahaha...ok many of you must be blur by now...aiya let miss rebekah lim explain=p

sec3s are supposed to do a skit on ewither two topics...first is this girl ah ling got pregnant vos she did something crazy with this idiot guy ah hock....then the second one is this despo guy ah hock starts making advances to his innocent girlfriend ah ling...of cos typical 308 will choose the second topic...as you can see from the MAKING ADVANCES TO GIRLFRIEND...that sounds so exciting to us man...*evil laughs*...wahahaha...douglas had to act as a girl...ph my...that must be tough on you man...and no doubt yeong seng is the despo guy....LOL...and i tell you...douglas acted exactly like a girl man...and he wore a 'skirt'...oh my...aiya whatever it was just so funny...and i like the way dougals talked like a girl...and and and yeong seng acted until so eerrr perverted...but who cares...they acted sosososo well man...go work at media corp man....hahasss

and OH MY!!!!!!!!tomorrow got chem test and i'm still here happily typing away...that's so naughty man rebekah...zzzz....aiya my science suxx man...tomorrow is test on properties on acids and what stupid calculations....gundu lahxx...spoil my tuesday....aaarrgghhh...and i haven't buy daddy present...sobxxx....aaahhh daddy don't angry horr...i PROMISE i'll get the present de....oh and still got daryl de present....oh man...i got so many presents to buy....zzzzz....OFFICIALLY BROKE=(...but never mind...my friends are more important...heeessss...i'm so good....wahhahahha...anyways gotta sleep ler...or else i get hoot man=(...nitenite people...and must miss me horrrr XD

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7:10 PM

Sunday, August 12, 2007

Sun, 12Aug07

ROARS!!!!!Maths suxxx big time...aaahhh....maths is seriously getting tougher and tougher man and my grades are getting lousier and lousier man...and exams are drawing nearer and nearer man...aaahhh...hahasss...never mind...just had maths tuition...and it was like blah man...TRIGO seriously 'RAWKS' man...i was like totally sotong on this topic...anyways but it is better than those proving shit...LOL...sorry to those maths lovers...but i'm just a maths noob man...hahass...how i wish i'm good at maths..then i can show off abit...LOL...hehsss...then everyone will be like WOW her maths is freaking good...i wonder how she solver this question...DUH i'm just daydreaming...that's my all time favourite hobby....YAYSSS!!!!! i really wonder why some people can solve those weird maths questions...and me...i'll be staring at the paper with a sotong look...wahahahaha...and MR DARYL TAY will say use your brain...blahss...too bad my brain is used for DAYDREAMING...and i mean REALLY DAYDREAMING...daydream of someone...bus 24!!!!!!

oh shit man...haven't photocopy the english compre worksheet for kuang jie...aiya i now photocopy also no use...i completed the compre ler...photocopy ler need to liquid the answers off man...LOW KUANG JIE don't hoot me...who tell you lost the worksheet one lorrr...ROARS...you gundu peter pan aka goat....wahahaha...sorry me feeling kind of crappy now....cos i have nothing to do...and don't mention this word study to me....cos i just finished MATHS tuition and you call me go study...my brain need some rest de man...and i mean rest the whole day...wheeee XD

anyways i haven't even clear the idiotic virus...hehsss...cos i seriously is a com noob...and i also lazy man...lucky it didn't spread to my com...only my live messenger tio...my com is already problematic enough..if got virus i will cry man...and i'll call my dolphin gang go hoot the person who started this virus thingy...you are clever to send such a virus but you use it in the wrong way...IDIOT....aaahhh.....calm down calm down...ROARS!!!!!! oh and since jialing mei said i did not put TANK in my list of favourite songs/songers...i'll start the list again...don't get bored people...hahasss

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1) TANK...jialing mei SEE that clearly...hahass
2) JJLin...in fact he's the best=)
3) SHE...ella!!!!!! and they are the second best
4) FIR..ROCK man
5) Avril Lavigne
6) Kelly Clarkson
7) Celine Dion
8) Hilary Duff
9) Jin Sha
10) Joi Chua
11) Amei
12) Michael Buble...mc see properly horrr is not michael lim LOL
13) Nicholas Teo
14) Angela Chang
15) Kit Chan
16) Lee Hom
17) Gareth Gates
18) Westlife
19) Jesse Mc Cartney
20) Delta Goodrem

blahsss...i know you people are getting bored ler...BB...cya=)

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1:26 PM

Saturday, August 11, 2007

Sat, 11Aug07

FRIDAY
woke up at 8am cos jolene's church had a photomarathon and i'm joining her abd her cousin...wahahaha...hhhmmm let me explain the game...in groups we are to solve 3 themes and clues are given from a verse from the Bible....heess...you have to think hard for the theme man...after you got the theme you can go anywhere you want to and take photos related to the theme...the first theme took us some time to solve man...WORTH was the theme and all 3 of us could only think of $$$$$$...LOL..and jewellery...hahasss money-minded us...we were walking and deciding on where to go and we thought of going anywhere any bus take us to...zzz....that'll be so cool man...but then we thought of chinatown...cos it's a place with an interesting history and whatever old old stuff found there and considered precious to Singapore and definitely worth it...hhmmm...WORTH can have lots of meaning to many different people...to me i think it is loving someone...like this person you love like crazy and you think dying for him or her is worth it man...hahass...some just think it's nothing but $$$$$$...LOL...they think this $$$$$ is everything in the world...blah blah...some would think about valuables like a family heirloom passed down from generation to generation...and whatever they think is worth it...LOL...anyways we took bus 54 there and it was a long long ride man...and our stomachs were growling like siao man...hahasss...the first thing we did when we got off the bus was to EAT!!!!we were so lucky to see a mac right in front of our hungry eyes...wahahaha...and i bought an up-size mc spicy...oooohhhoooo....i'm going fat!!!!but i'm hungry!!!!...hahass...after that we walked around taking random photos...and i remembered one is of people queuing up to buy bakua...hahasss...and we passed by the sago lane or sago street whatever it is called...ong said this street was actually a place where people who are dying and have no money to take care of themselves lived...the shop houses were initially known as death houses and the dying ones live at the top and the 'beautiful' coffins laid eerily at the basements...oh my it sound so fun man...i couldn't believe we walked past it!!!!!imagine walking past sago lane in the past...in a dark windy night...with no one around...only you...you and your shadow...with cries of dying people and suddenly there is thunder...and BOO!!!!!!!shouted casper the friendly ghost!!!!!wahaha...there goes my imagination...ok that was lame but fun man....

yesterday was rather hot so we went to the chinatown mrt station for none other than AIR-CON....cool man...and we waited for the second clue to be sent via message...this time the theme was MERCY...tough one man...how can you take photos of mercy...zzzz....and while waiting for the mrt we saw ALVIN ANG JING KAI....hahasss...so surprising man...didn't expect to see him...ok back to the MERCY thingy...we decided to tale the train to doubhy gourt...whatever it is spelled as...and board the train going to woodlands via jurong east...zzz...at first we wanted to sit all the way to jurong east...but you know...our butts need some fresh air so we alighted at bukit batik and went to west mall...frankly i never been to bukit batok before...hehsss...so it was like so freaking new to me...but we didn't slck de lorr...before that jolene took some photos at the mrt liaozz....hahasss....so we just walked around west mall...exploring the alien place...LOL...but nothing much interesting hahasss...then ate old chang kee and the fishballs were so fishy man...got that fishy taste which miss rtebekah lim hates...hahass...but the curry puff was always so tasty man...i can never grow tired eating old chang kee's curry puffs...hahasss...then we git the last clue for the final theme...YEARNING...we were like WOW man...fancy giving yearning for the last the LAST theme!!!!!!!!!!so we took pictures of couples yearning for each other...hahass...of cos we never took real couples...we took it from precious moments...those small little cute figurines of the cute guy and girl holding hands and looking at each other we those huge eyes...hahasss...then mrt-ed back to bishan and my our butts seriously need some fresh air...zzzzzz

anyways right after that i met bridget and amanda at the british council bus stop...and i tell you i'm hoppingmad man...singaporeans bus drivers can be real deaf at times...here was what happened...i pressed the stopping bell...then the bus just zoomed past the bus stop where i'm supposed to alight!!!!!!!!ROARS...i had to walk from one bus stop to the next...blah blah...but never mind...maybe the uncle was just plain tired...never mind...everyone makes mistakes...wahahaha...tuition was eerrrr...you say lehxxx...got who like tuition de...unless it is during exam times...the new teacher was super tall lorrr...he said he is 189cm tall man...i'm like a dwarf to him man...i don't wanna stand beside him ler...anyways who wanna stand beside him....hahass...actually the teacher is okay...it was the lesson itself man...you knwo i HATE tuitions even if teachers are good...hehssss...but my friends made it fun man...i laughed until my whole face was red...and don't know who said i tomato....aaarrgghh...you know red cheeks=healthy glow...hhhmmm red cheeks remind me of PIKACHU!!!!aaahh pikachu so cute man....heeessss...okay i'm childish...i'll admit that....LOL...cos i still love pikachu mahxxxx...hehsss...and ELMO!!!!

TODAY
had to gp to the orthodontist today man...sianxxx...but no choice...who tell my teeth to be so crooked 2 donkey years ago...lol...hope i can get the braces out of my mouth by the end of this year man...ooohhhooo...hahasss...and you know how the orthodontist tighten the screws on your braces...they use tight tight special rubber bands...and they will pull...as in really PULL!!!!you can feel the ache man...i won't really say it is painful but it just feel very sore...damn sore...and till now i can still feel it!!!!!so i'll definitely dread going to the orthodontist every month although the nurse is soso nice...hahasss...

ohohoh by the way...my godmama is selling this house...in actual fact it is sold...SOLD!!!sold=sobxxx...i'll surely miss this house man...stayed here for only 3 years man...haioxx...and the thing i'll miss most is BUS24!!!!haixxx...my hot favourite bus...haixxx...in 3 months we are like moving out...so currently mommy, pup, godmama and god daddy are looking at flats around amk bishan and seragoon...haixxx...so after i got my braces screwed...LOL...we went to look at a flat unit at amk block 309...and the surrounding rawks man...got swimming complex nearby...market nearby...deyi also nearby...bishan park also nearby....hahasss...quite like the flat actually...but you know....humans have feelings...and no doubt i would miss this house...and bus24!!!!aaaahhhh what excuse can i find to take bus24 in 3 months time!!!!!!haixxxxxxxxxx

and and and...stupid me went to accept the virus file!!!!!you guys should know the album thingy...in msn de....aaahhh....a lot of people kena the virus man...whoever is the mastermind of this virus must be crazy...i call my dolphins come find you then you know aaarrr....my dolphins have weapons de horrr...they carry laser guns!!!!!!wahahaha...LOL...anyways my live messenger now got problem ler...so i'm using web messenger now...hahasss...those virus sender or virus creator are damn bo liao de lorrr...they think like that very fun mehxxx...i wanna hoot people ler!!!!!!!!!!spoil my day...ROARS!!!!and and and miss rebekah lim is a com noob so i have to ask lots of people how to get rid of the virus man...sobxxxx

sianxxx tomorrow got maths tuition for 2 whole hours and i tell you...sure overshot time de lorr...cos i always spend ages for one question...heehee...that's how pro i am...LOL...but gotta be serious soon....aarrgghh...otherwise i'll be dead...so dead man...i seriously don't wanna get low low grades for my results...and i need help for amaths emaths physics chem....aaahhh my maths and science suxxx big time man...and i haven't buy daddy's present...cos i'm broke...SORRY daddy...you have to wait awhile before you see a huge huge present....then you'll be so touched that you cry....wahahaha....just joking marmie....don't hoot me horrr....hahassss...okay...me lazy continue ler....and i think tou guys also lazy see ler...hahass....nite nite=)

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1:16 PM

Thursday, August 9, 2007

Thu, 9Aug07

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!!!!!!!!

hahasss...use the com almost the whole day...hahass...but after the national day holidays i'm gonna study hard ler...less com more work...zzz...which i totally dread man...studying is fun only when you like the subject...hahasss...wahss really have nothing to post man...even if have i already forget what i wanna post ler...heeesss...anyways didn't talk to him today...even if i talk to him there wouldn't be any progress...haixxx...don't talk about this liaozz...makes me even sadder...zzz...but i'll be by your side no matter what...haixxx

so far only have english compre worksheet...wahsss teachers all suddenly so good...so few homework...hahass...aiya maybe they wanna have less work to mark...LOL...but tomorrow i still have tuition...zzz...national holiday give me tuition...got this kind of thing de mehxxx....roarsss...i don't feel like going...but have to go...aaahhhh....also no use de lorrr...keep changing teachers...they think we pay money to see different kinds of teachers in singapore mehxx...anyways all the teachers all cannot make it de...either too serious or don't know how to teach de...but this current teacher is still ok...quite pretty...LOL...last time the teachers better...this time the teachers all eeerrr....puke!!!!!!LOL

hhmmm...oh ya man...daddy's birthday coming ler...oh my...no time buy present...shit!!! MUST get the present before his birthday...aaahhh otherwise marmie and daddy angry...wahahaha...then later daddy won't buy me sweets ler...aaahhh...LOL...don't worry miss rebekah lim will get the present no matter what de...hahasss...so marmie and daddy have no chance to hoot me....yaysss...zzzz...sobxx...toher than this...i don't think there's anything i can look forward to...sianxxx...somemore exams coming...seriously this year is a fast year man...crazy de....like that only...already august ler....aahhhhh....growing old ler....zzzzz....anyways gotta go....hahass....BB

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6:43 PM

Wednesday, August 8, 2007

CONTINUE FROM JUST NOW...zzzzz

sianxx man...really have nothing to do...maybe cos i'm damn mood less...hahass...anyways i'll try to sound more cheerful in this post...LOL...wanna take this chance when i'm still ok...free from mood swings...hahass...to really thank my choir seniors...ok...let me list them all out...heesss...they all deserved to be mentioned=)
- audrey
- yang lin aka jie jie
- hui hui
- yu rong aka marmie
- bi hui
- jolene
- priya
- wan jun
- glande
- nurul
- fiona
- yan hong
- dacia
- ivy
- nicole
- angeline
- qi ting
- jing yi
- mei ying
-jun ze aka BK or ginger
- john
- hafiz
-clarence aka rabbit

oh gosh...hope i didn't miss out any names...cos all are important man...oh my...anyone if i forget any names or spell any names wrongly please tell me man...hehss....thanks...thet all rawks man!!!! all the fun choir had all came from them...special mention tan yang lin and her never ending fun and laughter...heeessss...miss her damn much...she always adds life during trainings...and marmie and her evil laugh...muahahaha...seriously marmie can go voice as witch...but is good and pretty witch=)...and daddy is good and handsome wizard=)...LOL...and bi hui and her roaring laughter which will spread and spread until everyone laughs like hell...audrey jie and her fierce-ness...but she's still as sweet as ever...hahass...glande nurul and their wild imagination...i still remember we were learning em idem malida...and the tenors part were 'teh yok tok...'...and these two jokers created the actions for it....it was damn funny lahxx....too bad some people didn't get to see it....hahass....and rabbit thanks for helping me call choir to greet mrs erp every time and for suggesting to start the cheers for teachers and choir...hahass...and jun ze although you are blur...but you are smart man...408 lehxxx....hahass...you really tried your best to lead the bases....hahass...and hafiz next year you still must come back de horr....hahass...oh man...if i continue this...it will never end=)...oh my oh my...just let me mention 2 more people....jolene!!!!!....i miss you playing the piano...and you conducting...sobxx...and wan jun!!!!!though you are busy with 0 levels you still commit to choir!!!!!THANKS man!!!!!!

finally!!!!!!thank finish ler!!!!!!!!hahassss...yea i'm feeling much better....please please don't let me have that sucky mood swing!!!!!haixx...i don't want the people around me to be upset or even fed up with me....haixxx....so smiles...anyways...really look forward to working with the new leaders....hahass...i'm sure we'll have lots of fun helping crazing fooling laughing crapping...LOL...hope the next few months would be a smooth sail for everyone...though i doubt mine...LOL...hahasss...gotta buck up man...

although your pride does hurt me a lot...i'll still hold on...

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5:18 PM

Tuesday, August 7, 2007

Tue, 8Aug07

haixxx....you know i really hate the feeling of being literally ignored...especially being ignored by YOU...the cold shoulder you often give me nowadays...i really tried...i sincerely tried to start a decent conversation...but i think you are just busy...perhaps you really are...since exams are approaching...and i know you really care a lot about your results...so never mind...but please...at least talk to me...i feel so weird!!!...seeing you talk and joke happily with everyone around except me really make me wanna cry...yeah...i cry to myself silently...cos why can't i get just one day...just one day of happiness...happiness with you...and i also wish you'll go on and don't give up...even when anything bad happens...i'll be by your side when you need help...but somehow i need to do this silently...without you knowing...i'm not giving up...although this hope i have with me is teeny weeny small...i still wanna see you happy.....make you happy...cos it's simple...i really love haixxx...sorry again...i just need some space...and YOU to talk!!!!!

...sorry if i snapped at you guys or what...but i'm really having mood swings...suddenly i'll feel extremely down...and it'll just affect everything i do...haixxx...sorry man...i think i'm so damn bad man...bad bad bad...don't know man...i'm in a daze now...although today should be a happy day cos of leadership handover ceremony and national day celebration...i'm not at all happy...haixxx...now it's only me and my mp3...that's all...but i really thank mc and jeevi for being by my side...haixxx...i just know i'm so bad...haixxx....feel like crying but the tears won't come out...which make me even worse...cos it's so difficult to hide my pain...

but...although there are so many bad things happening....i'll not forsake my duty as a president of choir...i really wanna bring choir to a greater height and i want my members to enjoy choir...i really should be more discipline cos i know i'm not the quiet and guai guai type...LOL..also don't know why i'm president...but i'll just try man....jiayou...and congrats to all incoming cca leaders....and I LOVE YOU all outgoing cca leaders...hahass....THANK YOU for everything....and audrey jie....thanks for guiding me along=)

your pride brings me so much pain... ...

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6:08 PM

Monday, August 6, 2007

Mon, 6Aug07

went to school earlier than usual...hahass...aiya actually only reached around 10minutes earlier...but still early lorrr=) hahasss...was early cos i have to study my geog man...otherwise i get one red egg then die liaozz...LOL...but i sit there study also not much go into my brain de...cos no mood study...hahasss....just recall what miss chua taught us during lesson...hahasss...somemore first lesson is geog man...then the moment came when miss chua walked in with a ponytail...hahass...she looks like a secondary student...LOL...but it looked quite nice...hahass...but what wasn't so nice was the stack of papers she was carrying...those evil test papers...hahass...but no choice...we students have no escape...LOL...but miss chua was rather kind and gave us lots of hints...and one of the huge gigantic obvious hints was the three faults de...normal fault...reverse fault and tear fault...and still must draw lorr...sianxx....6 marks lehxxx...siao de...geog all the questions all crazy de...need to answer like one grandmother story...somemore ss hist and geog all got the LORNS marking scheme...something wrong de lorrr....hahasss...but the test was okay....this time i just pray i'll get average cos i didn't really study...cos of my blur-ness...hahasss...anyways thanks ms chua for the wonderful tips=)

PE was superb!!!!!!mr chia is always so good de...let us play games....and we always play badminton...hahass...hope with all these badminton sessions...i'll grow a few cm....1cm also can...as long as i grow!!!!!...hahasss...and the kuang jie...david...jin le kept pushing here and there...but it was fun...oh and desmond too...hahass...really very fun lorrr...and i jumped a lot...but don't know izzit enough to grow at least 1cm tall^^

anyways...the day went on and on...LOL...didn't eat lunch cos i don't feel like eating...drank winter melon within 1 minute and went straight away went to buy a bottle of pink dolphin...cos i'm just plain thirsty...hahass...and mc was like siao de...hahasss....anyways pink dolphin rawks!!!!!....then went for choir which was haixxx....don't know what to say liaozz...but thanks to those who came for choir...love you guys...eerr wait love all except one...hahass...choir people will get what i mean..i'm so bad man...so bias right...lol...choir was held in com lab4...hahasss...it was weird but the air-con rawks...but at 4pm had to go down to the board room for the briefing for sec3 student leaders service learning thingy...hhmmm...the project we'll be doing is actually quite fun and meaningful...hahasss...but i'm just lazy to explain...hahasss...and and and mdm ng told us tomorrow after morning assembly sam lim wanna talk to the choir members...i'm lke what the....aahhhh...what is he gonna say again...i'm like imagining what he's gonna say...it'll be something like..."aiyo why the attendance like that aarrr....COMMITTEE!!!!!!!!!!!WHY NEVER DO YOUR JOB!!!!! AND REBEKAH COME OUT...YOU AS THE PRESIDENT SHOULD DO YOUR JOB and on and on...and that'll be so embarrassing man...sobxxx...hope something like that won't happen....please don't furyher make my life so miserable....PRETTY PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!i'll thank you for that mr lim...really i will....hahass...

ok...gtg ler...wanna oink oink....zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz....hahass^^

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Sunday, August 5, 2007

Sun, 5Aug07

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO SHARMILA!!!!!!!!LOVE YA GAL!!!!!!
&
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YIFENG...SEE I KNOW WHEN'S YOUR BIRTHDAY=P

shit shit shit...i left my geog textbook in my locker...aaahhhh...tomorrow test lehxxx...i'm dead...but never mind i have my notes with me...hahass...at least i can study a little first then tomorrow go school earlier to read the textbook...haixx...i so blurr sia...hope the test can be postponed to another day and i won't leave my geog textbook in the locker anymore!!!!!! Somemore got a lot of diagrams need to know...like how a block mountain is formed and the volcano thingy....aaaahhh...i'm so dead man...sobxx=(

BUT BUT BUT today i did some emaths trigo questions and i completed almost everything...hahass...and many of the answers are correct man...hahass....practice makes perfect...that's so true man...really have to buck up man....so i can maintain the results i got for the mid-year exams...hahass...or even improve=)

Haixxx...again miss rebekah lim is confuse...WHY WHY WHY!!!!! I really wanna hold on to you but it just seems that you have no wish to even talk to me...perhaps it is because of exams coming or the stress you have in your CCA...i promise myself to stay loyal to you no matter what...i promise myself to always stand by you in times of trouble...to give you words of encouragement and not leave you alone...i truly wanna do that...but of cos without you knowing...i even asked myself...this is more than this word called 'like'....like is just interested....but i think this is LOVE....haixxx...i even told myself that even when someone else likes me or loves me....i'll still hold on to you....but on second thoughts...am i hurting that someone...but if i accept that someone....i'll be hurting him further...cos my heart is still with you...it is unfair to him...right?? I understand how that person would feel if i reject him....cos i've been once hurt like that before...the feeling is just terrible and indescribable...i don't want such a thing to happen to him...it's just so unfair...and i don't wanna lead this person on...i don't want to mislead him...i just want him to know the truth...at least he can move on and find someone else better....but now i'm stuck....i don't know what to do....i'm scared...scared that i'll make the wrong choice...scared that i'll hurt someone who's just sososo good...scared of disappointments...scared that i'll be sad...so sad...haixxxx

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Saturday, August 4, 2007

CONTINUE FROM JUST NOW.....HAHASSS

don't know what to do so decided to post another entry....LOL...that's how boring my life is...hahasss....anyways just came back from church...today pastor janice preached about prayer...prayer isn't just talking to God....there's more to it....it's when you are sincere and you really really talk to God...haixxx....listening to this i felt quite guilty...cos these few days i'm sososo tired that i just dozed off on bed before i even started praying...sorry God...hehsss...i'm gonna pray tonight before i sleep no matter how tired or how heavy my eye lids are...hahassss

still feeling lost....boomed my mp3 in my ears again...but not full blast lahxx...if full blast i in hospital liaoz...seriously i have lots of favourite songs man....tons and tons of them...but there are some i'll never grow tired of listening to=) so here comes my list of all-time favourite songs...sorry if you guys grow tired of seeing my favourite songs....but i'm just plain bored=p

~ Bei Feng Chui Guo De Xia Tian by JJLin and Jin Sha
reasons- this song is really special to me, every time i listen or sing this song, the happy memories i had will just keep going round my mind=)
~ Nobody's Home by Avril Lavigne
reaons- performed this song before and this is one of the songs i sang with real feelings...
~ Coming Clean by Hilary Duff
reasons- the meaning of this song suits the thinking of a teenager a lot cos teenagers are always thinking of having freedom....hahass
~ Qian Nian Zhi Lei by FIR
reaons- the singer sang with lots of feelings and she really sound damn sad in this song...can make me cry one lorrrr.....heeess
~ Bu Si Zhi Shen by JJLin
reasons- the music damn nice lorrr especially the flute...somemore is composed by none other than JJLin...and he's damn good in making modern music with traditional musical instruments=D
~ Yi Yan Wan Nian by SHE
reasons- i love all SHE songs...hahasss...but this song they really sang very well...the harmonising and everything all sound super man..and what's more...JJLin compose the music one lorrr....
~ Zhuan Shu Tian Shi by TANK
reasons- you must really listen to this song....is damn touching de lorrrr....especially when you watch hana kimi....trust miss rebekah lim....this song is nice=)

there's more....but i'll write them down some other time.....cos i gotta go....heeesssss.....hope you guys don't get bored=p NITENITE

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Sat, 4Aug07

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICKY!!!!!!!!!!!=)

hhhmmm....had a rather mood less day yesterday...don't know why man...haixxxx....maybe it's cos of the sadness accumulating inside me...i need someone to talk to badly...but at least i know mc is there beside me....thanks gal for being so understanding...hahass....i don't know what i'll be like if you weren't by my side...lol...actually all three of us mc jeevi and me also sad...haixxx....sob...but i think jeevi is the saddest man....she damn poor thing man....haixxxx....and i HATE it most when this bunch of people ostracise her....anyways what's wrong with her lorrr...you guys just think you are the best but too bad i don't think you are....i just wanna say this....i don't care lorrr....aarrgghh....this bunch only know how to criticise people and think they are the most dazzling group around...people has their own flaws and you guys have to...why must you guys be so bad....some of you are actually very good de....it's just bad company that influenced you guys...haixxxx...everyone is changing....am i??

Anyways...yesterday was bad...damn damn BAD....haixxx....cried abit but no one knows...boomed my mp3 inside my ears....the lyrics of these songs calmed me down and made me think...think whether my decision is right....think and think and i know my decision is what i really want....i won't ever change my mind...i'll remain loyal and when i get hurt i'll try my best to smile again...and i know there's someone always beside me...loving someone is hard but i'm willing to love this person no matter what happens...to love is to sacrifice....and it's inevitable that you'll get hurt... ok....i sound so serious....but it is indeed serious man...LOL...anyways i really hope you'll talk to me....just one simple YO will brighten up my life....or a smile also can....but have nothing.....haixxx...maybe that's why i cried....LOL

The leadership handover rehearsal was boring man...yawnzz....have to memorise the student creed....aarrgghh...then have to sing national songs....ok at least it is better than reciting the creed...hahass...anyways thanks daryl for the message hahasss...it cheered me up a lot....hahasss...then after rehearsal got tuition....sianxxx man....keep changing teacher de....but i prefer this current teacher but we are gonna change next week...ggrrrr....ROARSSS....don't change back to the original teacher can liaoz....hahasss....ok gtg....buaizzz....will upload photos soon=p

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11:19 AM

Thursday, August 2, 2007

Thu, 2Aug07

aaaahhhh today got amaths test...LOL....ok...at least i know how to do some of the questions....but i don't know if correct anot...hahass...never mind lahxxx...i'm lousy at maths and science i guess i just have to admit this....heeesss...anyways was so tired today cos i stayed up to do the geog volcano thingy...LOL...shit man....forget what i wanna write again....aarrgghhh....stupid....always liddat de lorrrr....it's like i'll do a mental draft of what i wanna write in blog....and when i'm sitting in front of the com....my mind will be total blank....and now i'm still recalling my mental draft...LOL...hahasss....anyways after amaths test it was time for volcanoes to erupt....heeessss.....and i mean ERUPT!!!!!!yaysss.....all the groups were power sia....hahasss.....bur our volcano also rawks man....hahasss....of cos mahxxxx....this is call girls power man...hahassss....ohohohoh i remembered what miss rebekah lim wanna write ler...hahasss....it's none other than napfa....heeesss...the 5 items....hahasss...i'll have to say you did your best rebekah lim...LOL....hahassss...here's my results=)
sit and reach~39cm....hahasss....that's my best for sit and reach so far
standing board jump~192cm.....yyyiiiipppeee!!!!although i'm short i can jump!!!!
sit ups~35....actually i wanna stop at 33 de.....num 33 rawks!!!!!!
incline pull ups~16....whew just nice
shuttle run~11.3s.....also just nice

hahassss....and i'm now having intense muscle aches....OUCH!!!!especially my back....cos last time clumsy rebekah lim fell on her back and injured it man....aiya don't know how many donkey years back liaoz...but it's still pain when i sit or stand for too long....aiya but i don't care de...LOL

anywyas....i'm not giving up man....cos i don't want to....when i fall in love....i fall hard...but this time although i'll be hurt....i'm not giving up...i still remember this sentence....just seeing you smile....i'll smile too....all my worries will just fade away....like bubbles disappearing in the sky....ok...i know this is lame....but just let me express my feeling shere...cos i have nowhere else to express....people will think miss rebekah lim is insane....hahassss.....even when you don't talk to me....this love will not fades away...you may think i'm just crazy....but i'm still wide awake...LOL....i sound as if i'm yalking to myself.....perhaps it's cos i have no one else to turn to....LOL....too emo =p

ok.....gotta go ler.....feel like sleeping.....zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

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