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Tuesday, May 29, 2007

Tue, 29May07

HAPPY BDAY PUP!!!!!!!!!!LOVE YA LOTS=)

hhhmmmm...wanna know what i bought for pup....ok...you might laugh but that's the most sensible present i can think of....hair gel....hahassss....anyway pup uses the hair gel every day so he might run out of it....hehezzz....hope you like the present pup=p

Went to the science centre for the prize presentation ceremony with ms chua....amanda...jin le and kuang jie.....and the whole time me....jin le and kuang jie had to cramped ourselves sitting on the steps while lucky amanda got a seat as she represented us to collect the prizes.....ok....i must really said this.....the service is damn shit....even winners could not have a decent seat to seat on while other people got to get comfortable seats.....gggrrr i'm FUMING.....lol

Mmmm.....never mind about the stupid ceremony....we went to have a huge celebration after that....the HOD of geog treated us to The Marriot Lunch Buffet....note that BUFFET......hahasss....i haven't eaten buffet like for ages....the food was soooo yummy.....ok...i'll admit....i ate a lot...a lot a lot....hahasss....so some pounds gained again....but it's all right....since the HOD are willing to give us a treat....hahasss.....hhmmm let's see....i ate sushi...potato salad....noodles(duno the name)....some veggie with a cheesy taste(but it tasted really good)....choco tiramisu....strawberry cheese cake.....and loads more....too much i forgotten some....hehezzz....thabks HOD geog....lol

ok...finished with the happy stuff...lol.....so you'll be hearing me vending my sadness not anger...lol....here...RIGHT HERE in my blog....blahblah....so if you don't wanna look at any sad stuff...you are free to go.....hahasss......
ok let's get started....I'M FEELING SO LONELY EVEN THERE ARE TONS OF PEOPLE SROUND ME....WHYWHYWHY?!?! haixxxx.....OK MAYBE IT IS BECAUSE I'M THE ONLY ODD ONE OUT AMONG MY FRIENDS....but i must say they are great great wonderful fantastic TRUE friends....but the situation i'm in now is so undescribable...so hard to understand....only GOD understands(that's something consoling to me).....but i STILL need someone to hear me out....someone who knows how i feel....oh and almost none of my friends know why i feel so odd one out...in fact not a single one....so i'm alone to deal with this...ok not alone...God is always with me and will never leave my side....thank God...i'm glad you're with me=)....but i feel so sad....especially this year when so much happened.....it's so hard for me to carry such a burden.....a burden which is so heavy....please i'm not even 16!!!!!!!!ok....i'll end here....otherwise....i don't want peole to think i'm a sad person....so
SMILESMILESMILE=P...hope it'll be a real smile one day....

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