Is this love?

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

Wed, 23May07

aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh...i'm going mad...and i mean it man...the choir is driving me crazy!!!!!!! I'm human too....i have my limits....although i always joke but now it is time to be serious....haixxx=( it's like everyone is blaming the ex-cos for the ill discipline....do they have eyes to see that we are trying our best....we are not perfect....we are not superman...haixxxxx!!!! i terribly feel like giving up but choir is so important to me that i can't bear to give up...haixxxx....who can truly understand how i'm feeling?!?! me feeling so helpless!!!!!!!!

The performing arts cca had a rehearsal for arts fiesta today....and choir was super super embarassing....ok i don't wanna talk about choir anymore...i'll go crazy if i do....i love the m&d modern dance performance....it was so good man...they are sssooooo natural and flexible...hahass....i can never ever dance like them....i dance like an elephant....really....very clumsy de....you'll agree if you see me dance....they are born to dance man...and their figure is like ssssooooooo perfect...tall tall...thin thin.....haixxxx.....when will i ever grow tall....haixxxx....never mind at least i'm 1cm taller...lol

ohohohoh and there's military band.....is also very very very super super good...way better than choir....the drum major was not bad....he's new and his timing was like so damn accurate....i'm like WOW....and i love the colour guards.....they are my favourites...hahas....i never get to see the m&d syf dance...they got gold with honors....ssooo good....hahas....i'm daydreaming of choir getting gold with honors....haixxx....dream on man...=x

ooooooooooo tomorrow we'll be getting back our report card.....so scary man...hope ms hoon will write good remarks...hahass.....and tomorrow choir i'm gonna screw all of them...gggrrrr....they are really getting on my nerves....perhaps i'm not so fiercer...so i'm gonna be FIERCER!!!!!!!!!!!! Who tell them to be so complacent...i'll make sure they listen to me...aaaahhhhh...i wanna scream...just scream...but i have no place to scream...so i'll scream here......if you don't mind....aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh
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Finally finish screaming.....thanks for seeing/hearing me scream...i really can't take the stress....so sorry if you find me crazy...hahas.....okay...feeling better now....hahas.....hope tomorrow will be a better day for me=)

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