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Wednesday, July 25, 2007

Wed, 25July07

hahasss....aaahhhh...TODAY NO EMATHS TEST!!!!!wheee...it is postpone to next week but mr jo will reset the test paper...so high chance it'll be more difficult than the original one...haixxxx...i'm like failing a lot of tests....lol...really have to buck up man...hahasss...rebekah jiayou...heesss....ohoh and geog lesson was damn fun man...we had a debate on earthquake....hhhmmm....let me explain....we are seperated into eastern and western USA and we are given the characteristics of each part.....like whether it is a earthquake-prone area....hahasss...aiya very complicated man...but the debate was HOT!!!!!!LOL...we argued like siao lorrr...both groups were superb....and everyone took part in the debate man....hahasss....and physics was as usual BORING MAN....but too bad....i'm forced to study this crazy subject....i can't seem to get the hang of this subject...and i wonder why guys always do better in physics....gggrrr...hahass....anyways jeevi today very sad....haixxxx....poor girl...she gave in sooo much but she get almost nothing.....she just got taken for granted man....aarrgghhh me very angry with whoever who did that to her.....i use my dolphin fin slap that person....lol...ok that's just my daydream....lol....hahasss.....today we also got the leadership handover thingy rehearsal...hahasss...very mah fan man....have to memorise the student creed and i haven't memorise it.....LOL....and tomorrow still got rehearsal lorrr....haixxx....and still got 2 projects haven't complete.....aarrgghh...emaths and geog....sianxx...and datelines are like approaching man....shit man....geog have to make volcano and show the eruption...blahblah.....emaths have to make a maths trail for the sec1s....so many things man....somemore got choir stuff to settle...i need a break!!!!!sobxxx....and nowadays i'm mostly alone man....haixxx....miss those days...haixxx...but things are different now....i can't be selfish...you have your life to live...haixxx...but i'm feeling really lonely....and rebekah lim hates being alone....maybe i'm just too dependent or perhaps selfish....but i can't say i'm happy now...cos i'm not....i'm like imagining me going home alone every day....i wish i have at least just one company.....just one...i don't need a whole group...i just need one who can understand me and make me laugh when i'm down....lol....this is getting emo...but i'm letting out my sadness my feelings....this is like the only way i can express myself and let out my problems...so please bear with it or just simply go to someone else's blog.....hahasss....maybe i just have to adapt being alone and more independent....haixxxx....and i hate that but this seems to be the only solution....gotta just try being alone....lol...with my mp3 booming into my ears....lol....only songs make me feel calm especially those meaningful ones....hahassss.....and dolphins would definitely brighten up my day cos they are simply sosososo CUTE!!!!!....and i think i should pray more....not just for myself but for everyone around me....hahasss....and i guess i have to read the bible more often....cos i really need the strength to carry on....haixxxxx....nowadays i'm like so discouraged....haixxx....okokok letting out session is finally over....you guys can just ignore it....hahasss.....just give me a smile and i'll appreciate that....cos a smile can just brighten up my entire day....or call me dolphin also can....hahasss......call me shark and i'll hoot you....lol....but thanks you guys for making me laugh like crazy....at least i get to laugh man...so thanks....hahassss.....ok me gotta go.....thanks you guys for reading all my crap....hahasss XD

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