Is this love?

Saturday, August 4, 2007

Sat, 4Aug07

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICKY!!!!!!!!!!!=)

hhhmmm....had a rather mood less day yesterday...don't know why man...haixxxx....maybe it's cos of the sadness accumulating inside me...i need someone to talk to badly...but at least i know mc is there beside me....thanks gal for being so understanding...hahass....i don't know what i'll be like if you weren't by my side...lol...actually all three of us mc jeevi and me also sad...haixxx....sob...but i think jeevi is the saddest man....she damn poor thing man....haixxxx....and i HATE it most when this bunch of people ostracise her....anyways what's wrong with her lorrr...you guys just think you are the best but too bad i don't think you are....i just wanna say this....i don't care lorrr....aarrgghh....this bunch only know how to criticise people and think they are the most dazzling group around...people has their own flaws and you guys have to...why must you guys be so bad....some of you are actually very good de....it's just bad company that influenced you guys...haixxxx...everyone is changing....am i??

Anyways...yesterday was bad...damn damn BAD....haixxx....cried abit but no one knows...boomed my mp3 inside my ears....the lyrics of these songs calmed me down and made me think...think whether my decision is right....think and think and i know my decision is what i really want....i won't ever change my mind...i'll remain loyal and when i get hurt i'll try my best to smile again...and i know there's someone always beside me...loving someone is hard but i'm willing to love this person no matter what happens...to love is to sacrifice....and it's inevitable that you'll get hurt... ok....i sound so serious....but it is indeed serious man...LOL...anyways i really hope you'll talk to me....just one simple YO will brighten up my life....or a smile also can....but have nothing.....haixxx...maybe that's why i cried....LOL

The leadership handover rehearsal was boring man...yawnzz....have to memorise the student creed....aarrgghh...then have to sing national songs....ok at least it is better than reciting the creed...hahass...anyways thanks daryl for the message hahasss...it cheered me up a lot....hahasss...then after rehearsal got tuition....sianxxx man....keep changing teacher de....but i prefer this current teacher but we are gonna change next week...ggrrrr....ROARSSS....don't change back to the original teacher can liaoz....hahasss....ok gtg....buaizzz....will upload photos soon=p

Is this love?;
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