Is this love?

Sunday, August 5, 2007

Sun, 5Aug07

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO SHARMILA!!!!!!!!LOVE YA GAL!!!!!!
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY YIFENG...SEE I KNOW WHEN'S YOUR BIRTHDAY=P

shit shit shit...i left my geog textbook in my locker...aaahhhh...tomorrow test lehxxx...i'm dead...but never mind i have my notes with me...hahass...at least i can study a little first then tomorrow go school earlier to read the textbook...haixx...i so blurr sia...hope the test can be postponed to another day and i won't leave my geog textbook in the locker anymore!!!!!! Somemore got a lot of diagrams need to know...like how a block mountain is formed and the volcano thingy....aaaahhh...i'm so dead man...sobxx=(

BUT BUT BUT today i did some emaths trigo questions and i completed almost everything...hahass...and many of the answers are correct man...hahass....practice makes perfect...that's so true man...really have to buck up man....so i can maintain the results i got for the mid-year exams...hahass...or even improve=)

Haixxx...again miss rebekah lim is confuse...WHY WHY WHY!!!!! I really wanna hold on to you but it just seems that you have no wish to even talk to me...perhaps it is because of exams coming or the stress you have in your CCA...i promise myself to stay loyal to you no matter what...i promise myself to always stand by you in times of trouble...to give you words of encouragement and not leave you alone...i truly wanna do that...but of cos without you knowing...i even asked myself...this is more than this word called 'like'....like is just interested....but i think this is LOVE....haixxx...i even told myself that even when someone else likes me or loves me....i'll still hold on to you....but on second thoughts...am i hurting that someone...but if i accept that someone....i'll be hurting him further...cos my heart is still with you...it is unfair to him...right?? I understand how that person would feel if i reject him....cos i've been once hurt like that before...the feeling is just terrible and indescribable...i don't want such a thing to happen to him...it's just so unfair...and i don't wanna lead this person on...i don't want to mislead him...i just want him to know the truth...at least he can move on and find someone else better....but now i'm stuck....i don't know what to do....i'm scared...scared that i'll make the wrong choice...scared that i'll hurt someone who's just sososo good...scared of disappointments...scared that i'll be sad...so sad...haixxxx

Is this love?;
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